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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    Eight days after Cas comes back from The Empty, Dean and Cas make the decision to date, for one month. One month only.

    Of course, in another world Castiel can imagine Dean loving the post, were he not involved. He would flag Castiel down sitting at the kitchen table or perhaps one of the couches, and he would say something like, “Hey, Cas, listen to this. Am I the asshole. Listen.” Dean would clear his throat then continue, reading from his phone, “I, 4.543 billion years old, male, recently broke up with my boyfriend, 42 years old, male. We had dated exactly one month, which we agreed to when we started the relationship. The relationship was quite good, as far as I’m aware, and lasted 30 full days. I broke up with him on day 30, as agreed. Now he is angry at me. I have to assume that this is because I broke up with him. Reddit dot com, am I the asshole for breaking up with him, even though we did agree to a month-long relationship?”

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    08 Mar 2023

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    Complete!

    Dean hasn't seen his father in ten years. And now, he and his partner Castiel have been invited to spend Christmas with John and his new family.

    The invitation stirs up feelings and memories for both Castiel and Dean, of the good times, and the bad. A lot can change in ten years - and a lot can stay the same.

    How did we end up here?

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    17 Feb 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    "I'm Castiel. I wanted to let you know I've been noticing you all night, and I wanted to leave this with you, before I left."

    (aka Cas slips Dean his number at a wedding, and a friendship/relationship takes off from there.)

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    25 Jun 2022

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    It’s nice not to feel sometimes. Maybe that’s why Cas doesn’t delve too deeply into figuring out what this absence of feeling must mean, because he secretly desires that cold, distant nothing feeling. The more likely reason is that Cas already knows what’s wrong with him. He’s not looking it in the face, not acknowledging the truth of it that sits heavily on his shoulders, pinning him to the earth with its undeniable presence.

    See, Jack brokered a deal wherein Cas gave the Empty his grace in exchange for a life back on earth and Cas was wiped clean of every angelic notion to the very dregs. And in its place, there is nothing.

    Cas is graceless. Cas is soulless.

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    12 Jan 2022

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    It would be very inconvenient for Castiel to get a crush on Claire's foster parent.

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    15 Nov 2021