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  1. Public Bookmark 91

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    Hayden had been expecting this call for months.

    He had known somewhere deep within himself that it was coming, ever since the Centaurs' plane crashed and his best friend lost the love of his life – even if Hayden had never cared that much for the man himself.

    Watching Shane receive the news from J.J.'s careless mouth, watching him bend over at the waist like someone had scraped out his inner organs–

    Yeah, Hayden knew.

    He was weirdly proud of Shane for holding out this long.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    I’ve been hiding from angst hollanov like it’s the plague but this popped up and it felt safe enough for me to read. My heart breaks for them but this was written in such a beautiful way that just enhanced their love for each other

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    “Am I a bad friend?”

    Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.

    Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.

    Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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    “You know I think about you all the time,
    And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
    And how bad it must have been for you back then,
    And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”

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    12 Mar 2026

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    A collection of slice-of-life and missing moment microfics about our favorite rivals. Marked as complete because each chapter is independent, but I will continue to add to this as I write more little things!

    Excerpt from most recent chapter:
    Ilya sat on the couch during his first ever Hollander Family Game Night, watching Shane act out what was clearly supposed to be the word ‘hockey,’ while pulling a woefully confused face.

    “Um…” he said, tapping a finger to his chin, “...baseball?”

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    11 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    Four times Shane and Ilya try to have sex, and one time they succeed.

    1: Shane Hollander loves hockey books
    2: Ilya falls asleep
    3: Scott fucking Hunter
    4. Anya gets out
    5: Just right.

    11/03 update: Minor updates to style/formatting - no major plot change

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Rozanov poked a finger into Shane’s hip. Shane looked down, breath catching on a gasp at the sight of slowly fading handprint shaped red marks on his hips. Rozanov’s hands. Rozanov had held onto him so closely, fucked into him so hard, that he left marks on Shane’s skin.

    Shane should have been pissed, but really, if he hadn’t just come three times, he’d be hard in an instant. Part of him wished Rozanov had held him even tighter, held him hard enough to bruise.

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    09 Mar 2026