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    Stupid. He is so goddamn fucking stupid. Running his mouth like a fucking idiot, not knowing when to leave well enough alone.

    Bad enough that he just practically talked dirty to his little brother, which, Christ – he must be more stressed than he thought if his self-control mechanisms have started malfunctioning that badly.

    But no, no, he came up with a scenario straight out of a bad slasher film, as if that is something normal people talk dirty about, as if that is something Sam would seriously enjoy. As if –

    As if Dean hadn’t hunted his own brother through the maze of the bunker, eyes black and hammer raised to strike, not even a full year ago. As if Sam hadn’t, just a few weeks back, knelt at his feet, neck bared, waiting for Dean to deal a fatal blow with a fucking scythe.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    gunplay really freaks me out but there's only one mention that treads into that territory and it didn't actually happen. these boys are indeed really messed up but they've also lived through an absurd amount of trauma that this frankly works

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    “Dean.” Someone says, loud and breathless.

    Dean turns around. There’s a kid standing there, looking at Dean, then at the girl. He’s tall—Dean doesn’t often have to tilt his head up to look at people but he can tell he will for this guy—with shaggy brown hair and wide eyes. Dean looks at the blonde girl next to him.

    “Sweetheart,” Dean says, raising his eyebrow. “You are way out of this guy’s league.”

    Or: After a witch hunt, Dean is cursed to lose his memories of Sam. With Sam gone at Stanford, Dean doesn’t even notice. Sam does, though.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    have a feeling i'd like to revisit

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    Sam and Dean settle into their heaven.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    it aches but in that soft and sweet way

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    Sam and Dean discover a useful, little, magical artifact. No one is forcing them to do anything. No one is going to die if they don't. They don't even feel a strange compulsion. But… it would be really helpful if they powered up the magical stone… and… all they have to do is kiss.

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    22 Feb 2023

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    some moments that made me truly laugh out loud. and when they say oblivious, whew boy. no joke

  5. Rec *

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    Sam watched Dean hack up firewood with his hatchet. The magically-induced heat wave had his shirt soaked with sweat.

    “Did you ever have a, uh… experimental phase?” Sam smacked his lips, trying to think of a diplomatic way to phrase it. “That kid—by which I mean you—has been staring. At me. Kind of a lot.”

    (Sam and Dean get sent back to 1996 and go on a hunt with their teenaged selves. The kids don't know who they are.)

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    15 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    riding that edge of dean angst so thick and frustrating and miserable that i am sick with it too, but truly the happy ending tag kept me pulling through. dragging him with teeth clenched into slow acceptance and sweet release