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It's a sickness, an obsession, a level of sexual depravity that would send most people running the other direction as fast as their legs would carry them.
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06 Apr 2026
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excellent implementation of sex on the car, made all the better with the importance of baby 💜
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Inspired by a tumblr post.
Dean hates the scar on Sam’s lower back, the everpresent reminder of the first time he lost Sam. So Sam decides to do something about it.
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Sam chews the inside of his lip and looks down at the tampon in his fingers, taps the applicator between the webbing of his thumb and index. "I'll do it," he offers, hopes his voice is even and doesn't crack or tremble because looking at the tampon, he can picture the string hanging outside Dean's body and it's weird, what that imagery does to him.
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30 Mar 2026
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really appreciate the concept that Dean can still go out and work through his heat just this time is having challenging symptoms, and they get back on equal footing with something of commensurate embarrassment for Sam :)
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Stupid. He is so goddamn fucking stupid. Running his mouth like a fucking idiot, not knowing when to leave well enough alone.
Bad enough that he just practically talked dirty to his little brother, which, Christ – he must be more stressed than he thought if his self-control mechanisms have started malfunctioning that badly.
But no, no, he came up with a scenario straight out of a bad slasher film, as if that is something normal people talk dirty about, as if that is something Sam would seriously enjoy. As if –
As if Dean hadn’t hunted his own brother through the maze of the bunker, eyes black and hammer raised to strike, not even a full year ago. As if Sam hadn’t, just a few weeks back, knelt at his feet, neck bared, waiting for Dean to deal a fatal blow with a fucking scythe.
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26 Mar 2026
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gunplay really freaks me out but there's only one mention that treads into that territory and it didn't actually happen. these boys are indeed really messed up but they've also lived through an absurd amount of trauma that this frankly works
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“Dean.” Someone says, loud and breathless.
Dean turns around. There’s a kid standing there, looking at Dean, then at the girl. He’s tall—Dean doesn’t often have to tilt his head up to look at people but he can tell he will for this guy—with shaggy brown hair and wide eyes. Dean looks at the blonde girl next to him.
“Sweetheart,” Dean says, raising his eyebrow. “You are way out of this guy’s league.”
Or: After a witch hunt, Dean is cursed to lose his memories of Sam. With Sam gone at Stanford, Dean doesn’t even notice. Sam does, though.
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Sam and Dean settle into their heaven.
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Sam watched Dean hack up firewood with his hatchet. The magically-induced heat wave had his shirt soaked with sweat.
“Did you ever have a, uh… experimental phase?” Sam smacked his lips, trying to think of a diplomatic way to phrase it. “That kid—by which I mean you—has been staring. At me. Kind of a lot.”
(Sam and Dean get sent back to 1996 and go on a hunt with their teenaged selves. The kids don't know who they are.)
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- Part 1 of Pine sweat
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15 Dec 2025
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riding that edge of dean angst so thick and frustrating and miserable that i am sick with it too, but truly the happy ending tag kept me pulling through. dragging him with teeth clenched into slow acceptance and sweet release
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After three weeks of chasing monsters, this last one a wendigo smack dab in the middle of the Oregon wilderness at the height of summer, they’d killed it, finally giving them a chance to breathe and unwind, and Sam couldn’t sleep.
He shifted around in his sleeping bag for the tenth time in the last hour, or however many minutes it’d been since they’d laid down to sleep. He squeezed his eyes and attempted to drown out the chirp of the crickets. He wasn’t trying to take it personal, but it felt as if they’d made camp right next to his head.
Sam balled his fists into the sleeping bag material and fought down a groan reminded of the second reason for his discomfort. Three weeks of constant hunting had meant three weeks of no privacy. And his body decided now was the time for the world’s most persistent hard on.
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12 Nov 2025
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Dean was lying on his stomach, comfortably scrunched around both pillows. “’M sleepin’, go’way.”
“Yeah, like that works. Gimme some covers. And a pillow.”
He stayed exactly where he was and held on to everything. If Sam was going to wake him up, then Dean was at least going to have some fun listening to him huff and curse for a while.
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26 Aug 2025
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beautiful and so tender and still so them, 3am kisses
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Sam/Dean, possible OMC or OFC. S2-ish. The prank war has escalated to a more personal level. Things turn nasty (in every sense) when the games get sexual, but damned if either boy will be the first to cry uncle... or brother.
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The demon's dead, Dean's soul is safe, and they're going to Idaho. (Idaho?) Contains, in no particular order, driving, kissing, eating, schmooping, and authorial meandering.
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04 Aug 2025
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sweet soft and easy but still feels like them
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It's the night before they go through with a decision Dean wishes like hell he'd never had to be part of, and Dean realizes something he's been wanting to bring up just can't be put off any more.
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Early seasons boys. Post hunt. Maybe they splurged on a better hotel on the edges of Las Vegas. Maybe they snuck in. Whatever. They earned it...
(Digital art)
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25 Jul 2025
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"You know you're allowed to ask for vanilla sex, right?" he says, afterwards. "We can do whatever you want. That's kind of the point."
Derek doesn't respond.
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Dean Winchester (27M) consults an online forum about his relationship with his little brother (23M).
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An accident one summer makes Sam act rashly. He kisses his brother. They brush it off – as one of those things, a mistake, a chance thing, and move on. Sometimes – the world keeps handing you the same puzzle until you figure it out. (Character death is canonical, not Sam or Dean)
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16 Jun 2025
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always hard dealing with Sam's grief over Jess, and does it well. hard go for a while with a sweet and soft landing
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Sometimes Sam just needs something more.
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“Yeah, well. Angel mojo’s never patched me up quite as nice as some hands-on TLC from a hot nurse,” he says, smirking when Sam manages to crack a small, genuine smile at that. “And you gotta admit—I’m the hottest nurse you’ve ever had.”
Sam gets a little well-deserved comfort after his time with Toni at the start of S12.
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- Part 1 of Open Road
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31 May 2025
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When Sam hits fourteen he’s pissed-off all the time. He’s too headstrong, too smart and too well-trained to fit in. Despite all that Sam can make himself willfully blind when he needs to be. He can’t see how much Dean means to him. At the same time Dean is the only thing he sees in living color sometimes.
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17 May 2025
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-I always take it off, Dean says in that soft-talking voice he used to use when Sam was a little kid and half asleep.
Sam makes an inquisitive noise.
-I don’t wear it while I’m fucking, usually.
Sam answers that with a pleased rumble and by rubbing his whole body against Dean’s in one slow grind that makes Dean rumble right back at him.
-Oral fixation, Dean says still in that quiet nighttime tone.
-Give me a couple of minutes and I’ll put it to better use, Sam slurs around the metal in his mouth.this is a rough and angst filled read but there are these occasional moments where they come together and it's sweet and painful and I want to savor them