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Hockey and sex aren’t really all that different. Not in her personal philosophy, at least. Both physical; both a little violent, if you’re doing it right. Both require focus, skill—and instinct. You’ll never get anywhere in either field without good instinct. Without a willingness to lose yourself in it, to give yourself up to something deeper than you, bigger than you, wilder than you.
And—most importantly—Liliya Rozanova is really fucking good at both of them.
Jane Hollander is good at hockey. Everyone knows that. Rozanova would like to know if she’s good at the other thing, too.
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04 Jan 2026
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She leaves with the excuse of her early flight. Hollander lies naked on the bed—nearly naked on the bed, she still has her fucking socks on—and watches her get dressed. She can barely hold her gaze long enough for Rozanova to tell her goodnight.
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"You think I'm a good man, Baker?”
“Don't think bad men can love the way you do,” Art said.
Or: Night four. Art and Pete have a talk.
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27 Oct 2025
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los amigos que se besan son la mejor compañía by hiljainen
Fandoms: Better Call Saul (TV)
15 Jun 2024
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Because they are his, the girls, aren’t they. They live in his house. They smoke his meth and eat his food and spend his money and sleep in his bed and sometimes they fuck him, though it’s not really about that. He just got sick of coming back to an empty fucking house, every single night. So here they are. Does that not make them his?
Apparently that means they’re Lalo’s, now, too.
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- Part 2 of MATADOR
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16 Jun 2024
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“They had to leave the bullet in,” he says. “When I got shot.”
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- Part 1 of MATADOR
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05 Feb 2024
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“I can’t sing,” Jaskier whispers. “The scars—they open up again, if I sing. First time I tried I almost choked on all the blood.”
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Jaskier is cursed; he cannot sing without risking death. Geralt vows to find a way to break the curse, no matter how long it takes.
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- Part 1 of healsong
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22 Nov 2023
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only witcher fic that has made me sympathise with jaskier
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My-witcher-and-I-saw-you-from-across-the-great-hall-and-we-love-your-vibe type vibe.
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No one else in town recognises the tall stranger who rides in one morning, dust up to the horse’s flanks. No one else even realises the stranger is a woman, but Bucky knows her on sight, even stood on the doorstep with the dust haze between them–even changed as she is, hair beneath her hat cut short, bigger in every dimension, body disguised. Seven years since she saw her last.
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22 Oct 2022
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Charged by cydonic for Giveusakiss4132
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Nov 2020
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Steve Rogers has more money than he knows what to do with, a gorgeous penthouse apartment, and two beautiful girls who have terrorised every previous nanny into resignation. Bucky Barnes is an accomplished sex worker with a mountain of ill-advised debt, who just so happens to have helped raise his four sisters alongside his mother.
It's a common mistake to make, thinking the beautiful man at your door is the new nanny for your twin girls and not an escort hired by your friend to keep you company for the night.
Right?
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05 Nov 2020
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WANTED: Single room available for manual labourer on small farmstead. Work will involve crops and livestock. Experience necessary. Board and lodging included. Sundays off.
Steve Rogers, honourably discharged US Army veteran with no purpose left in life, answers an ad looking for help on a half-delapidated farmstead in the middle of nowhere. There he meets Rebecca Barnes and her brother Bucky, who is as beautiful as he is haunted.
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13 Jul 2020
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sorrow sings a song in me by unicornpoe
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies)
24 Jan 2020
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You’re the kinda guy that God loves. You’re golden and perfect and strong. Some people aren’t made for war, and you’re one of them.
They can waste me on something like this. No matter how many kids I kill dead, it’s not sending me to Hell. No. I saved myself a spot down there when I fell in love with you.
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Bucky leaves Steve notes: some from seventy years ago, some from now. They all mean the same thing. They all lead Steve to him.
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25 Jan 2020
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When you touched me I knew I’d died. I was sure I had. There wasn’t any way you could be there with me, in that part of hell. It’d be better to know I’d moved on, and that was gonna be my eternity: this strange version of you, so tall and so broad, the frown between your eyebrows that made some kind of sorrow sing a song in me.
But it was real. Life is still holding onto me with both hands.
And here you are.
Sweetheart. Stevie.
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the secret life of steve rogers and sergeant barnes by hiljainen
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
23 Jan 2020
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On Bucky’s last night, they go dancing.
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04 Jan 2020
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Bucky's voice barely reached him, over it all. "Don't do anything stupid till I get back!"
"How can I?" Steve couldn't even hear himself speak. Tried anyway. Yelled like his life depended on it. "You're taking all the stupid with you."
He saw Bucky's laughter, desperate and bittersweet. He clung to his hand for as long as he could, until the train pulled them apart, and even then Steve chased after him till he disappeared, and his chest ached, like his lungs were going to give out.
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Bucky clutches her a little closer. Fear in her chest.
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The History Books Forgot About Us (And the Bible Didn't Mention Us) by callmejude for Florentium
Fandoms: The Pacific (TV)
02 Aug 2016
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Things change between Eugene and Shelton after Hamm gets shot.
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09 Jul 2019
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every single person in the existence of the world ever should read this fic.
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- Hey, look at me, pal,
Bucky?
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20 Jun 2019
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His tears run over Steve's wrist. Steve doesn't take his hand away. He ducks his head and his mouth meets Bucky's brow and it burns like a fever and makes him shudder.
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when you were here before (quiet and calm) by hiljainen for nowatlast
Fandoms: Original Work
13 Mar 2017
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he’d read it somewhere, or maybe heard it in a documentary, something like that. drowning was quiet and calm.
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15 Jun 2019
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Steve lets Bucky take care of him when he's sick, on one condition.
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15 Jun 2019
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“I mean it. I’m gonna… make you regret ever… treating me like a fuckin’ invalid. Okay?” His voice was even fainter now. Bucky was leaning in close to hear him.
“Okay, sweetheart. It’s a deal.”
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"You ain't dead, Buck."
"How can you be so sure?"
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15 Jun 2019
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d'inntin féinn is do chló ceart by hiljainen for lapoesieestdanslarue
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
12 Nov 2018
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Steve gives Bucky a Polaroid camera.
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15 Jun 2019
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Bucky cracks half a smile but doesn’t look at him. “Yeah, I know. But I can’t exactly read your mind, Stevie. And think how much you’d hate it if I could.”
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Steve is sick and Bucky has to make sure he takes his medicine.
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15 Jun 2019