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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Buck opens his eyes. Eddie stopped playing with his hair, his hand settling low on his neck. He is looking back, down at him, a faint smile on his lips. Tell me, Buck wants to ask, to pull at the thought forming in Eddie’s brain. Tell me, tell me, tell me.

    The topic of pet names comes up, and Buck cannot let the idea go.

    (buddie, pet names, and naming the beat of your heart)

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    26 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Buck just wants to see Hen smile. That's all this is.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Buck is about to walk out of the airport. He can’t do this. He won’t. But then a hand—a big, warm hand—settles on his shoulder.

    “Hey, uh—”

    Buck turns, and standing there is the most beautiful man Buck’s seen in his entire life. A week’s worth of stubble across his jaw and cheek, a strong nose, and the deepest, prettiest brown eyes he’s ever seen, framed by mile-long lashes. Buck’s breath catches. Buck’s not into men, but holy shit, if he was—he’d be into this guy.

    Well. He is kinda into this guy. Well. That’s—

    “I’m here with my kid,” the guy continues, throwing a thumb over his shoulder and pointing toward where a blonde-haired, smiling kid with red glasses and crutches is standing. The kid lifts a hand and waves. Okay. Even if Buck is into the guy—kid usually means wife. Damn. “He’s got CP. We’ve done this song and dance a thousand times. You want a hand?”

    “Sir,” the man cuts in, “this is a private discussion—”

    Buck, who really was trying not to cry before, feels like he’s fighting a losing battle now. His eyes are a little wet, and his hands, gripping his crutches, are shaking just a little. “Fuck. Yeah. Please.”

    OR Eddie Diaz vs American Airlines.

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    09 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    “I gotta be dreaming.”

    Buck pinches him. Hard.

    “Jesus Christ, Buck.”

    “See? Not dreaming.”

    Eddie sends him an irritated, wary look, but Buck is getting kind of amped up, so he starts pacing around with his hands on his head.

    “Okay, we’re—we’re stuck in a fucking time loop. Both of us. Um, what if it’s like. What’s that movie called? Groundhog Day! Where we have to learn to be better people. Or like a fucking. Uh. A Christmas Carol.”

    A Christmas Carol isn’t about a time loop,” Eddie adds unhelpfully.

    “Okay, b-but some fantastical shit happens and they have to be better.” Buck gasps. “Oh my God, Eddie. What if we’re terrible people?”

    Buck and Eddie start living the same day over and over again.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    When they make it back to the station, Eddie expects things to go back to normal. Clearly, he imagined something, his own guilt transpiring into something edging toward an auditory hallucination. He pushes on, shedding his gear and making his way into the kitchen. He chops up the vegetables handed to him, slicing them finely, long fingers careful with the blade, well, until—

    I don’t even know how to stop staring. God, his hands. Holy shit. I wonder how many of his fingers would fit in my mouth—

    “Jesus Christ,” Eddie chokes, knife slipping in his hand, almost nicking his finger. He pauses, placing the knife to the side of the chopping board. “What did you—what was that?”
    Buck looks up from where he’d been staring at Eddie’s hands, catching his eye. “Huh?”

    His eyes are beautiful, Buck says—or his voice does. Eddie watches, but there, right in front of him, Buck’s mouth is unmoving.

    OR Eddie's forced to confront the situation at hand because he can't get Buck's voice out of his damn head.

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