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“You’re his ge now, aren’t you,” is all Ten says. “And he’s so cute, isn’t he.”
Kun used to be convinced that this was some elaborate scheme because Ten liked him, and he didn’t mind because he likes Ten, too. But Riku is a dongsaeng and Kun was just being nice and they don’t owe each other anything, because Ten doesn’t like him like that anyway. If he did, he’s had over six years to say so. Kun is not compliant in whatever scheme Ten’s cooking up in his mind, whatever weird reason he has for always giving in to jealousy as if Kun isn’t always only ever looking at him.
Kun smooths his hands down his jeans and says, carefully, bitterly, “I’m a lot of people’s ge. I don’t know what you want from me, Ten.” Because he doesn’t.
There’s a unique kind of shame crawling up his throat when he gets into bed that night and is haunted by lips forming around the word gege. It’s been years since he’s been able to hear it in a voice that isn’t Ten’s.
He feels sick to his stomach. But his heart still yearns for something he is not comfortable with putting a name to.
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Kun is pretty certain that one of the new NCT members has a crush on him.
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20 Sep 2025
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SakuAtsu BDSM AU featuring Experienced Dom Sakusa and Kink Newbie Atsumu. Post-time skip & loosely canon compliant.
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26 Jul 2025
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“It doesn’t have to be that perfect,” video Chenle says, voice more subdued than his usual sunny camera disposition. “Really, none of these date night foods have to be perfect. The care you put into your cooking is what makes the final dish taste good. My boyfriend has better knife skills than me anyway.” He says the last part with a laugh.
There’s a few extra seconds of Chenle explaining the kimchi soup base, but Jaemin can’t help replaying the “my boyfriend has better knife skills than me” part. It’s innocuous, yet it makes his heart skip a beat.
Then, Jaemin exits full screen and gets an eyeful of the caption.
bambi @913haechansun
guys this is definitely about donghyuck(Or, five times Jaemin may or may not be Chenle’s boyfriend.)
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22 Jun 2025
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Jungwoo and Mark are just two boys growing up in Canada, growing up in love.
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30 May 2025
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“What you need is a gay mentor,” Donghyuck continues. “The gay Yoda to your bisexual Count Dooku.”
“My what?”
[or: It's Mark's first Pride Month since coming out, and he gets a little guidance along the way.]
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