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  1. Rec *

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    29 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ankara gezisinde ağladım mk. ümmühan'ın omzunda. sikiyim böyle işi. herkes de bilsin bu fic'in nası olduğunu. bu şeyden uzak durun amk parcalıyo
    Ama harbi guzel

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    if S1EP5 had a different ending, because i can't stand this episode

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    please don't hate me, Viktor nation

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    30 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Last 3 paragraphs and the end note made me want to spill my guts all over the floor. Tears weren't enough to describe my utter devastation

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    After the battle, Viktor is imprisoned.

    Mel takes a deep breath. “I don’t think you understand how precarious his situation is right now. He is the most hated man in Piltover. Most do not want to see him recovered; they want to see him hanged.”

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    01 Jan 2025

  4. Rec 31

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    In which the stray bad dog disappears, forcing his team to investigate a strange and dangerous SEKAI to try and rescue him.

    Tags will likely change as I write more :) and btw, this fic doesn’t match with everything in my timeline, it’s an AU only

    Title from “Devil’s Manner” (Kitani Tatsuya)

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    31 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    omg love this

  5. Rec 43

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    Junichirou Tanizaki is a background character. This, he knows; this, he's okay with. Everything can be handled by someone more capable, someone who knows better.

    When an ability interferes with his life in the worst way possible, he finds himself on the run from the Agency and the Hunting Dogs, with the Port Mafia as his safe haven. However, his salvation comes with a price: work for them, stay safe. The price gets steeper as the stakes rise, and Junichirou might die trying.

    His morality has always been a fickle thing, but in his search to reverse the ability, the world - the world being one remarkably cocky Tachihara Michizou - learns what Junichirou Tanizaki is truly capable of.

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    29 Mar 2024