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The handcuffs glint invitingly from where Ricky’s kneeling. He’s toed his shoes off to sit on his bed and watch TV, not yet caring to find the keys. He doesn’t hear Ryan as he steps into the room, walking up behind him.
Ryan’s fingers tingle. Maybe he’s still a little high on the power trip from earlier. There’s no one else around this time, no camera. Just him and Ricky, and Ricky’s arms are already out of the question. Ryan’s stomach swoops enticingly and his toes bump the head of the mattress as he walks forward, almost on autopilot.
Aka the one where no-one unlocks Ricky's cuffs once they finish filming the cops video, and Ryan takes advantage.
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Balz arrives at band practice with his new Monroe piercings. Chris' interest is piqued.
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Chris agonises, she should turn Ryan down. He doesn't really know what he's asking for. He’s drunk. He’s still seventeen. But then again, she thinks, he’s not that drunk, and seventeen is close enough. Fuck what she should do. “Alright baby,” Chris cooes, petting over Ryan's hair. “Let’s go upstairs to my room, huh?”
Sometimes inadvertently getting pegged by your band’s older frontwoman is a religious experience, okay ??
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i am a good boy and i will swallow it all by dearestblake
Fandoms: Motionless in White (Band)
18 Dec 2025
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Vinny's his problem, alright? He’s decided today’s the day to do away with his jeans and cargo pants in favour of the world’s tiniest pair of booty shorts. A skimpy red thing with white trim, short enough to give the shorts of the 70s a run for their money.
Justin groans to himself, watching from where he’s sitting in the dirt, propped up against the relative coolness of the bus’ metal exterior. He sips his bottle of water diligently and totally doesn’t watch Vinny trot back out of the bus, the full length of his hairy legs on display. He doesn’t look when Vinny throws himself down into one of their fold out camping chairs, slumping down till he’s comfortable, legs spreading indecently wide. He doesn't stare at the bulge in those tiny red shorts, nope not at all.
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He smells like cigarettes and sweat and hairspray and tiny shitty tour van. If Vinny was the one sucking on fingers, his'd taste like nasty old bass strings, and if he kissed him hard enough he’d taste like whatever shitty gas station energy drink he’d managed to get his hands on. Vinny thinks it’s heaven.
Freshly-joined-Motionless Ricky gets surprise time traveled to his own future. Vinny thinks he's fucking hot.
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why co-emperors if not for sex reasons by dearestblake
Fandom Gladiator (Movies - Scott), Gladiator 2, Gladiator II (2024)
21 Dec 2024
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It’s just Joe's luck that he ends up reading the entire damned book in one go. The writing is good enough, he thinks, but mostly what keeps him going is he lived it.
Okay, a lot of it. He didn’t exactly live much, or none at all, of the relentless fucking. The book is from the view of a man who he can hear perfectly despite having not seen in nearly two years; a man who is assuredly not called Palme, nor who got a pass made on him by any sort of Major Summers, nor endlessly pursued a Corporal called Lovegod of all the unoriginal goddamned things.
Joe has work in five hours carting around morons and good working people, and he did not ask to be turned into some kind of fictional sex fiend made-to-measure for David fucking Webster.
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01 May 2026
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(Web series era.)
Matt finds himself missing the days that when he and Jay fought and Jay got physical with him. He thinks its all for laughs and entertaining himself, except for Jay getting particularly harsh with Matt for the first time in years and the tension that had been building under Matt's skin bubbles over. When he feels struck by his best friend who hit so hard he knows there will be bruises, Matt finds his blood is pumping for reasons more than the sharpness of pain.
-“I’m sorry Jay, could you repeat that? I wasn't listening." Matt wasn't even lying to piss him off, this time.
Jay's eyes went wide with anger and the next thing Matt knew he fell back into the piano bench seat, his face stringing from where Jay had slapped him. Jay, still gripping Matt’s arm, twisting it slightly. Matt felt dizzy as he looked up at Jay, still hardly listening.
Again, he silently begged.
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24 Apr 2026
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The B-Day (#43) by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
21 Apr 2026
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In a move that has become simultaneously less (since ‘08) and more (since ‘25) prevalent in their lives, Matt throws himself bodily on top of Jay and wakes him up. It’s April 20th. What, in the aftermath of the 4/20 of yore, circa 2017, has become the most important day of the year. Closely rivaled by the day they finally got together, which, like, hasn’t swung around again yet. But when it hits this year, Matt has plans. Biiiig plans.
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22 Apr 2026
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In the throes of temporary blindness, Matt asks Jay for some help. Jay obliges, after a fashion.
"This is a trick," Jay says, wrenching his sleeve out of Matt's hand and crossing his arms. "You're just, uh, trying to get me to touch your dick so you can call me gay. I bet you don't even have to pee."
"You're gonna find out how bad I need to pee in a second," Matt says, oddly threateningly.
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19 Apr 2026
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The Secret by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 Apr 2026
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Matt is keeping a secret, and Jay is determined to figure out what it is.
Occasionally when Jay goes out, Matt stays home alone, and he’s always clearly excited about something even though he tries to hide it.
Jay hatches a plan to figure out what’s going on, and ends up finding out more than he bargained for.
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19 Apr 2026