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This is what you know.
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15 May 2026
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It’s just Joe's luck that he ends up reading the entire damned book in one go. The writing is good enough, he thinks, but mostly what keeps him going is he lived it.
Okay, a lot of it. He didn’t exactly live much, or none at all, of the relentless fucking. The book is from the view of a man who he can hear perfectly despite having not seen in nearly two years; a man who is assuredly not called Palme, nor who got a pass made on him by any sort of Major Summers, nor endlessly pursued a Corporal called Lovegod of all the unoriginal goddamned things.
Joe has work in five hours carting around morons and good working people, and he did not ask to be turned into some kind of fictional sex fiend made-to-measure for David fucking Webster.
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01 May 2026
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(Web series era.)
Matt finds himself missing the days that when he and Jay fought and Jay got physical with him. He thinks its all for laughs and entertaining himself, except for Jay getting particularly harsh with Matt for the first time in years and the tension that had been building under Matt's skin bubbles over. When he feels struck by his best friend who hit so hard he knows there will be bruises, Matt finds his blood is pumping for reasons more than the sharpness of pain.
-“I’m sorry Jay, could you repeat that? I wasn't listening." Matt wasn't even lying to piss him off, this time.
Jay's eyes went wide with anger and the next thing Matt knew he fell back into the piano bench seat, his face stringing from where Jay had slapped him. Jay, still gripping Matt’s arm, twisting it slightly. Matt felt dizzy as he looked up at Jay, still hardly listening.
Again, he silently begged.
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24 Apr 2026
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The B-Day (#43) by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
21 Apr 2026
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In a move that has become simultaneously less (since ‘08) and more (since ‘25) prevalent in their lives, Matt throws himself bodily on top of Jay and wakes him up. It’s April 20th. What, in the aftermath of the 4/20 of yore, circa 2017, has become the most important day of the year. Closely rivaled by the day they finally got together, which, like, hasn’t swung around again yet. But when it hits this year, Matt has plans. Biiiig plans.
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22 Apr 2026
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In the throes of temporary blindness, Matt asks Jay for some help. Jay obliges, after a fashion.
"This is a trick," Jay says, wrenching his sleeve out of Matt's hand and crossing his arms. "You're just, uh, trying to get me to touch your dick so you can call me gay. I bet you don't even have to pee."
"You're gonna find out how bad I need to pee in a second," Matt says, oddly threateningly.
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19 Apr 2026
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The Secret by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 Apr 2026
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Matt is keeping a secret, and Jay is determined to figure out what it is.
Occasionally when Jay goes out, Matt stays home alone, and he’s always clearly excited about something even though he tries to hide it.
Jay hatches a plan to figure out what’s going on, and ends up finding out more than he bargained for.
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19 Apr 2026
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Lipton shares a foxhole with Dike in the Bois Jacques. Later, Speirs asks him about it.
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16 Apr 2026
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“It’s a bit of a stereotype,” Don says, doubtfully, “you know. About inverts, getting off on dressing up as women. You know, perverting marriage, or whatever.”
So, it’s a fetish. Of course, it’s one he would have, Don thinks bitterly, that would be his luck.
He turns it over in his head, looking at it from every angle. He probably shouldn’t, but it’s like a loose tooth in his mouth, something he can’t stop drifting back to. There’s something magnetic about the idea of it. There’s a stirring, a waking excitement, an irritatingly physical response that denies him control.
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- Part 2 of Pin Drop.
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15 Apr 2026
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felt like crying at one point. god I love queer historical stories
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My eyes see things my hands can’t hold by novajanna, tailoredshirt
Fandoms: Band of Brothers (TV 2001)
08 Nov 2025
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“Dunno, I just don’t like it. Tastes like fish, y’know?”
“What kinda fish you eatin’ that tastes like chatte, Perconte?” says Doc.
“The normal kind,” says Perconte. “You eat a lot of pussy, Doc?”
Doc’s mouth twitches into a smile. “Why?” he asks, drawing the word out into two syllables. “You need tips?”
“Needs a diagram,” says Muck, and Penkala snickers.
“Ah, fuck off, George,” Perconte says, throwing his dirty napkin at Luz, who’s making obscene gestures with his tongue.
“Hey, Babe, you with us?” Malarkey asks. Babe’s brain stalled out at the idea of Doc eating pussy and hasn’t caught back up yet. “You also need a diagram?”
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In which Eugene Roe is Babe Heffron’s sexual awakening.
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13 Apr 2026
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you already know me, use me backwards to try it out by cortamambo
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 Mar 2026
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The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.
It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.
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11 Apr 2026
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“So, yeah,” Matt says once their dicks are out. “Yeah, and, as an aside, cool thing about guys is that it’s not really gay until you touch someone else’s dick.”
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10 Apr 2026
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“You should be saying sorry for waking me up,” Matt suggests, like Jay should have thought of it first and he can’t believe he didn’t. Jay opens eyes he hadn’t realized he had closed, looking up at Matt who hovers over him. He’s got an expectant look on his face. “Go ahead, say it.”
“What?”
“Say you’re sorry for waking me up. Maybe then I’ll get you off.”
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10 Apr 2026
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it was like that when we got here by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
19 Mar 2026
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"I'm from the future," Jay says at last.
That's not possible, is Matt's first thought but he clamps down on it because this is Jay, and Jay is wandering Spadina, and Jay is also here in his room. So. Something impossible is now possible and it may as well be time travel.
"You're a time traveller." Matt giggles. "Holy shit. Holy shit. How did you—? No, never mind that, what am I thinking. Do you have a sports almanac on you? Any winning lotto numbers?"
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07 Apr 2026
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hold me tight and show it to me by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
27 Mar 2026
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Matt's smile is full of pride. "What else do you like, Bird?"
It's so difficult to do this, but he knows how much Matt likes it. The praise. And he deserves it, besides.
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- Part 2 of the door you run through
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06 Apr 2026
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could ruin everything, could make me somebody new by accoutrement
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
22 Mar 2026
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Through everything, there's an overlay of I want to take his hand, that's so stupid. It's dark here, he could kiss me and nobody would have to know. Is he rough with himself – would he be rough with me? Could he be loud for me? Could I shut him up? It makes Jay feel like looseleaf paper falling out of the sheaf, mixed up with no context, can't figure out where anything gets put back.
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- Part 1 of the door you run through
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06 Apr 2026
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“An’ what was it? Your thought,” Boyd asks, cracking open an iodine swab and painting the wound and surrounding area carefully. If it hurts, Don doesn't give him any indication. He certainly doesn't lose the crooked little smile on his face, a smile which Boyd knows very well means he's up to no good.
“Well. Thanks to you boys, the whole damn platoon is calling me Wardaddy, these days,” he says, in that same drawl. Boyd snorts. This is true enough, although Boyd had nothing to do with it. “What do you figure that makes you, Bible?”
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- Part 1 of A Sacred Institution
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04 Apr 2026
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i feel the static (with every word i know) by jestersnotebook
Fandoms: Bad Omens (Band), Lorna Shore (Band)
18 Mar 2026
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Noah makes a poor decision when Will corners him at an event and finally takes Will home. Well, to a hotel.
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- Part 1 of Sex In Your Violence
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26 Mar 2026
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‘What?’ Nicholas scoffs, ‘you going to give him a lesson?’
‘If you’re going to be the practice dummy,’ Jolly says, getting up and pulling his hair up and off his face.
Jolly and Nicholas decide to teach Noah a lesson.
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- Part 8 of 'Til The Particles Part (Kinktober 2025)
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23 Mar 2026
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‘Maybe there’s something else you can suck for me,’ Noah says, shifting back on the mattress as he brings one of his feet up. Nick watches as Noah wiggles his toes.
Noah has called Nick up to his hotel room.
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22 Mar 2026
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The boys are recording.
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14 Mar 2026