definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
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you could use another fool by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
17 Feb 2026
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This game is chaos, all frenzied motion and the rubberband snap of respawn, burnishing coils of bubbling potential energy that build, build, until it all bursts to kinesis. Scar’s very blood boils in his ears; when a hyena-cackle slices the air, followed by stumbling bootsteps on the abandoned roof above, his heart constricts until it squeezes right up between his teeth.
Scar’s weapon snaps up and around, quivering tension, as his eyes spin to meet—
Ah.
Grian.
Or: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
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- Part 2 of all that i can do
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but the rhythm persists by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
23 Jan 2026
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At precisely 3:47 AM on a Thursday night, Leo enters Donnie's lab and says, apropos of nothing and with exaggerated breeziness, "Hey, Donnie— yes, or no?"
The click of Donnie's fingers on the keyboard skip a single beat. "On what," he asks.
Leo says, slowly: "Yes... or no."
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lost in the dark (he's got a heavy heart) by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
26 Dec 2024
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"Grian, what are these?"
Weakness, he tries to rasp; it comes out garbled, so he sucks in a long, slow breath and tries again, lungs trembling with the effort. "Weak– weakness."
Scar drops the bottle like it's burned him. "You took three weakness potions?" he chokes out, and that seems to break whatever trance Xisuma, Pearl, and Tango have been in this entire time. They rush forward, eating the distance between them in rapid strides, until they're all crouched around Grian.
Grian shuts his eyes again, before remembering he isn't supposed to do that. He wants to say sorry. What he says instead, is: "It was– safer. Like this. For you."
It amounts to about the same thing.
Or, I finally buckle down and post the rough draft of hunger au, where I give Grian every mental illness known to man and also a few new ones. Please heed the tags.
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- Part 3 of all that i can do
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all the words that i forgot to say by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP
23 Jan 2024
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Grian's wings rustle and shift behind him as he speaks; a soft, raspy susurrus of flexing feathers. Ruffle, smooth back out. Ruffle again; calami rising, spearing scarlet vanes through the air only to judder back down in a cascade of fluttering ripples.
It’s a foreign motion on him, and one that escapes translation entirely; Mumbo is still drawing the map behind these new, unconscious ticks Grian displays when he isn’t paying attention, and the effect is not unlike staggering at the bow of a ship cresting a surge. Stomach churning, queasy, the threat of a capsize hanging over their heads— somewhere between Grian’s abrupt disappearance from Evo and his miraculous, tentative return, he’d fractured into wholly unfamiliar fault lines.
The universe no longer quite makes sense. Grian no longer quite makes sense— although, really, when did he ever. All Mumbo can do now is hold steady course, and hope the rudder hasn’t broken out from underneath him.
Or: Grian has a question, and Mumbo stumbles through the answer.
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- Part 1 of all that i can do
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some post-mortem truth by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
17 Dec 2023
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Two hours later, the whistle of rocket-propelled elytra warn him of incoming company. Grian doesn't bother fleeing; he knows Scar, and Scar knows him, and with this last, missing puzzle piece finally slotting into place between them, he's under no illusions that staying hidden for long is feasible. Grian's eyes skitter to a crack on the far wall as clumsy footsteps scatter the snow outside, scrabbling for balance before the muted click of a cane joins them. Footsteps; another, louder click— the door's latch gives way, and a brief, blinding wave of light crashes over Grian's face, obscuring everything but the outline of a painfully familiar silhouette.
Grian has to look away. The door shuts, and for a small moment, neither of them so much as breathe.
Then Scar's sighs— one great, resigned gust. "Grian...."
He says nothing else. He doesn't have to.
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all that i can do by definitelynotaroughdraft (definitelynotshouting)
Fandom Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
17 Feb 2026
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"how do i break the cycle
prepare yourself for the absolutely insufferable lack of satisfaction found in forgiveness" - mothercain [deactivated]
Or: a series of stories dealing with trauma, death, rebirth— and the long, grueling road to recovery that eventually comes after, in the myriad forms it takes.
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