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He curls into his sheets, aching for more despite the guilt, wanting to hear, to feel, Hans’ breath, Hans’ body heavy against his.
The rough wefts of the inn’s sheets chafe as they dampen with sweat, the ripe stench of arousal seeps into the fabric and its sweet putrescence makes Henry’s mind swim, his jaw ache.
He writhes, rhythms falter, cries crescendo, and Henry’s prayers fall on deaf ears.
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Henry, a police sergeant, arrives to the remote and secluded Summerisle in search of a missing girl. No longer under the righteous gaze of God but rather the oppressive watch of the island itself, Henry must do his job and face the conflict between his beliefs and his desires.
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08 May 2026
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And you have fixed my life — however short. You did not light me: I was always a mad comet; but you have fixed me. I spun round you a satellite for a month, but I shall swing out soon, a dark star in the orbit where you will blaze. - Wilfred Owen
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08 May 2026
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But who would dare to exist, just for that? by W-Midnights (Pilandok)
Fandoms: Cycling RPF
21 Apr 2026
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Jonas shows his screen, some WebMD entry page for the illness. Common name: Hanahaki Disease. And under home remedies—
“I know that already,” Primož tells him. “That only works if the person you love fucks you, ah.”
And he waits for Jonas to take a step back, mumble an apology, so he can slam the door on his face.
But Jonas doesn’t move, just keeps staring at Primož with that helpless look on his face.
Oh.
Primož doesn’t mean to laugh, but when he starts, it’s hard to stop.
“You’re serious, ah? Me?” Primož asks, still laughing.
(PrimoJoni Hanahaki Disease AU)
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03 May 2026
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But all that I have is this old dream I've always had by W-Midnights (Pilandok)
Fandoms: Cycling RPF
20 Mar 2026
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Jout Actors AU
When Wout laughs, the whole table laughs along with him. He’s felt everyone’s gazes track him throughout the night and he doesn’t quite hate it. There is a reason he chose this line of work, after all. But tonight, he has his eyes on Jonas. He’s waiting for Jonas to look at him, too.
The boy hasn’t yet, not properly, not once since he’s signed onto this movie that’s supposed to be Wout’s career-defining pivot to more serious, dramatic, cineaste-baiting roles. AKA: something vaguely European and un-vaguely queer. Jonas was cast to play his opposite—an almost unknown until he got picked up in a Danish-American film that became a festival favorite and an unexpected viral moment. Jonas’ climactic monologue now oft-quoted and lip-synced and otherwise bastardized in the internet’s short-form media machine.
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03 May 2026
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When Sidney wakes up in an empty bed, he has no idea what is going on. There are no pictures, no clothing, not a single thing to show that Alex Ovechkin was ever in his life. All Sidney wants is for things to go back to normal.
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- Part 2 of Always Together
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01 May 2026