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  1. Rec 55

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    Kon looks at him, then looks back at the horizon. “Do you ever see all these windows and just start wondering about other people’s lives?”

    Not really. “Not sure I get what you mean there, Superboy.”

    Kon points. “That building right there. All lit up. With the offices.” Tim sees it. “I think about who is inside it sometimes. I wish I could trade places. Just to know what it’s like.”

    “Know what it’s like?”

    Kon isn’t looking at Tim. “To be someone else.”

    “I don’t want to be someone else,” Tim replies. “I just don’t think I want to be me.”

    “Me too.”

    “You too?”

    “All the time,” Kon says.

    Tim Drake turns 21. His relationship with his boyfriend is falling apart. His brother is dying. His future is unclear. Jello shots are disgusting. He’s Robin and he’s teetering on the precipice of the rest of his life. He’s in love with his best friend. His brother is dying. His parents are dead. Bruce is his partner and he is Robin. He’s not in love with his boyfriend. He is finally 21.

    Or how to come of age with grief.

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    20 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Made a pit in my stomach in the best way

  2. Rec 12

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    The honor of your presence is requested at the marriage of Timothy Jackson Drake-Wayne and Bernard Albert Dowd.

    Kon read it four times. He read it the way you read something that your brain keeps refusing to process, keeps sliding off of, the way certain information simply will not stick because your mind has categorized it as incompatible with reality and is doing its level best to reject it. He read it until the words stopped looking like words and became just shapes, just ink on a pale surface, abstract and meaningless, and then he read it one more time and the shapes became words again and they still said the same thing they'd said the first time.

    He put the invitation back in the envelope.

    He put the envelope in his back pocket.

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    Conner receives an invite to Tim and Bernard's wedding. He writes a letter in response.

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    07 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "All the love I have, which is all of it"
    BRO

  3. Rec *

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    Kon takes off, feeling forgotten by reality, by his friends, by his family. In those three years (working with the Green Lantern Corp, jet-setting across the universe to help those in need) he learns a lot about himself. One of those things he's learned? He wants to kiss Tim Drake.

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    11 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm gonna tattoo this on my brain
    WISH I could give it more kudos holy shit