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Manon's pregnant, but when she and Dorian get into a fight, it triggers a lot of things from her past.
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Blood on the Bed by drowning_in_pages
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Oct 2023
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The panic wasn't new, for months after she gave birth, nightmares had sent her lurching from sleep, just as bad as they had been after she'd gone Under the Mountain. The only thing that had calmed her was watching Nyx sleep, ensuring herself that he was still safe and breathing. On the worst nights, Rhys had taken her in his arms, the scent of his own tears filling her nose. Her mate always knew how to settle her worries, but she didn't get him now.
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I'm sick of you. I don't love you anymore. You're too much.
He was alone in this dark, empty house, just like he had been for the first sixteen years of his life. He was alone and Remus wasn't coming back. Coming back, not coming home because it was only really a home when Remus was in it with him.
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Remember the Shadows by drowning_in_pages
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Jul 2023
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Gwyn comes back after a triggering battle and has a panic attack. Azriel helps her through it.
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Hold Me Through the Pain by drowning_in_pages
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
30 Jul 2023
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Feyre gets her first cycle as Fae and Rhys takes care of her.
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You were supposed to call me. by writingaway33
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Shane doesn't follow through on his promise to call Ilya and he relapses.
This is a little heavier on the hurt than the comfort, so please mind the tags and take care of yourself! xx
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- Part 2 of Call me when you get the feeling.
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10 Jan 2026
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What if it were us by Nituaii
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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"Have they said anything to you? Asked you? About us?" Shane asked. He seemed surprisingly calm.
Ilya shook his head. "No. I told Wiebe I would not be playing. He did not ask why. But said it was okay. Haas asked how it was going. Troy messaged and asked how you are feeling."
Ilya still didn't know how Troy had figured it out. But with his performance it couldn't have been hard.
Ilya could see the muscles in Shanes jaw tick, his own lip caught between his teeth. A breath rushed out of Shanes nose, almost a snort.
"Okay."
"Okay?"
Shane nodded. "Okay."
Or: Ilya freaked out after the Metros plane had gone down. His team had noticed... had maybe pieced some things together. Maybe it's time to be honest?
|| A/N: This is a part two to my first fic
https://archiveofourown.org/works/77155696
, which is the first one in this series!
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- Part 3 of Hollanov Fics
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10 Jan 2026
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side effects by justanotherexlover
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya continued kissing Shane’s neck, sucking and licking here and there as his husband moved his hips down desperately, searching for any friction. Ilya wondered if he should let Shame rut on him desperately until he came in his briefs, or if he should take him right here on the couch, but realized with a start that his cock was still soft.
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Or the fic in which Ilya deals with erectile dysfunction as a result of his antidepressants.
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10 Jan 2026
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unchained melody by typicalopposite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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The smell of bacon wafts into his room as she steps out. Hints of waffles, eggs, and a strong pot of coffee mix with it, and Ilya sighs getting to his feet. He hears his stomach growling. He hears the sizzle of grease, the scrape of a spatula in a pan… a soft melodic humming…
Ilya has half a mind to follow his senses— and Svetlana— to the kitchen, but… practice. He pouts to no one and turns to drag his feet into the bathroom. A warm shower should help with the headache he now has anyway.
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some angsty whumpy (very) hurt Ilya <3
Bookmarked by drowning_in_pages
10 Jan 2026
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I kissed the scars on his skin by RyverStyx for ItsMe_TheKeys
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jan 2026
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The title is a PTV ref! Anyways, this is my own little au. I love Ilya and I honestly could not imagine coping with some of the situations he was in. So, in this fic, alcohol and cigarettes aren't enough for him anymore so he starts cutting. He manages to hide it while Shane is dating Rose, so it gets pretty bad. When Shane and Ilya reunite, Shane knows somethings up. That night, he kisses every single scar that now dots Ilya's body.
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10 Jan 2026