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    What comes out of his mouth ends up being, "Should we kiss?"

    It's only when Till sees the confusion in Ivan's eyes that he realizes Ivan wasn't inside Till's mind and reading his thoughts for the past few minutes. He should probably clarify.

    "Not right now. Just like, in general, you know?"

    While high at a party, Till suggests being friends with benefits to Ivan. Things become complicated when Till's own feelings get involved.

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    And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”

    Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”

    “Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”

    “No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”

    “You’re not in love?”

    He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”

    For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…

    Unfamiliar.

    Unknowable.

    Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.

    “You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.

    Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.

     

    (Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)

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    He remembers something brushing against his skin, along his arms, his waist, his hips. He remembers a warm wetness on his inner thighs, tracing circles and shapes in its path. He remembers being held but also being moved, and a hard smooth surface on his back, and a pressure that envelopes more than just the outside of his body, but somehow the inside too.

    Oh, and Alhaitham.

    He remembers Alhaitham.

    Kaveh has a dream. Alhaitham wants to hear about it.

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