existentialwail
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欲不可纵 by existentialwail for ChezPillow (PillowLord)
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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柳情歌的欲望强的下流: 柳情歌，落冰河，和五年血液。
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- Part 1 of All But English Exchange
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spark at the breaking by existentialwail
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
01 Jan 2025
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Liu Qingge wants so much it's obscene: bingliu, and five years of blood.
English translation of CN fic "欲不可纵”
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- Part 2 of All But English Exchange
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because it is bitter, and because it is my heart by existentialwail for Kamaete
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Oct 2024
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The girl is in the middle of ruining Liu Mingyan’s borrowed silks when Qi Qingqi walks in on them.
It's overenthusiastic, to make such a mess so early on. But the girl's hot and pulsing even through the layers of fabric, and Liu Mingyan's pulse is quivering against the long fingers the girl’s wrapped about her throat. Each rough, graceless grind sends heat racing through Liu Mingyan’s own core. She could be any eager young thing fallen into Liu Mingyan’s bed during one of Luo Binghe’s many campaigns, but for her Xian Shu robes, and her face, still tensed in frustrated pleasure–still identical to Liu Mingyan’s own.
Liu Mingyan meets Qi Qingqi’s gaze, and smirks.
Or: PIDW!Liu Mingyan lands in SVSSS, and spends some time familiarizing herself with her alternate. Qi Qingqi gets caught in the crossfire.
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to the blade-dented bone by existentialwail
Fandoms: Professional Wrestling, World Wrestling Entertainment
18 Jul 2023
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Three days after Toronto and your neck still aches. Your arm, too, and your back, but those are lesser concerns now, dull throbbing things compared to the lightning-burst pain skittering across the column of your throat.
It's strange. A week ago you'd believed the blow to the back of your head would be the most painful you'd ever endure, that you'd already weathered Shirai at her worst and survived. But Shirai always did have a knack for surpassing her own limits. You really shouldn't even be surprised.
Or: Io Shirai puts her friendship with Candice LeRae to the torch. In the aftermath, Candice regroups, and re-evaluates.
Recent series
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All But English Exchange by existentialwail
Fandom 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
04 Jan 2025
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To whom it may concern,
It may be of interest to note that the Pembroke Hospital in Whitechapel has recently employed a new member of staff to work the night shift. He goes by the name Dr Jonathan Reid. I have reason to believe this information may be of particular interest to you,
A friend
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25 Jan 2026
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make a devil out of me by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
17 Sep 2024
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Queen Visenya is a sorceress of fire and blood, after all, not spiders and shadows. Tyanna may have wriggled her way onto Maegor's lap and set about whispering in his ear, but she has no power here, not as long as Visenya draws breath.
___Her son's most feared wife stirs up more memories than the Queen Dowager wants to confront.
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15 Jan 2026
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This Side of the Stars by architeuthis
Fandoms: DC Cinematic Universe, Man of Steel (2013), Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice
06 Jul 2017
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After Clark's death, Bruce finally gets to know him.
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Bookmarked by existentialwail
01 Dec 2025
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hands no longer an afterthought by lavender_dew
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
06 Nov 2025
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Liu Qingge is the only other person in the world who knows what it is to love Shen Qingqiu. Now he stands in front of him day after day, and all Luo Binghe can do is spill his blood, over and over, onto the paved stones, onto the grass, into the snow.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
09 Nov 2025
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to meet the land by zhelaniye
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
12 Aug 2025
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Ñolofinwë, High-King of the Ñoldor, sets out on a grim and silent pilgrimage across the fields of Ard-galen, to the spot where his brother was felled.
Unexpectedly, he is not alone.
Bookmarked by existentialwail
02 Sep 2025