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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    That was good, right? Alex, smiling. Eddie was so out of practice in this sort of thing. And even when he had been in practice, he was a disaster at flirting and dating and not having a mental breakdown at the mere idea of commitment. But Alex was smiling at him and joking with him and she hadn’t run off screaming. Yet.

    That was as good an omen as anything.

    Eddie mustered up all his courage. “Would you like to get dinner with me?”

    (In which Eddie Diaz asks a woman on a date and then kisses the love of his life)

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    He feels like he's passed a hundred rooms, and he still can't find his body. None of this makes sense. How does he wake up?

    Wake up kid.

    “I'm trying.”

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.

    Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.

    Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.

    Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.

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    17 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    When the ambulance leaves with Gerrard, Buck finds himself stood in the empty space. Everything is over and the station is quiet, but everything is still too fucking loud.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    birds of a feather flock together, or, more specifically: gay kids somehow know and find other LGBT kids to be friends with, even before any of them know they're LGBT.

    this is my take on the 6 bad kids and their 6 journeys with their sexualities - because no two coming out journeys are the same.

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    09 Jan 2026