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    Astarion usually prefers to be the one in control in the bedroom, the one on top. For most of his life, the idea of submitting, of taking another, inspired disgust and fear.

    One day, when Astarion finds himself cooped up in an inn room alone, though, he finds that he doesn't mind the idea with Tav, the love of his life. When Tav returns, he's eager to help Astarion explore this new facet of his desires.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Thorin Oakenshield dies reclaiming Erebor—over and over again. Each time he wakes in the Mountain, with the battle yet to come and the same loved ones fated to fall, he is forced to relive every mistake, every grief, every failure that gold-sickness and pride have carved into him. Until one life, one small hobbit who refuses to leave his side, becomes the anchor that teaches a broken king how to change the future. This is the story of a king who would not stay dead—and the love that finally let him live.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Bilbo Baggins should be dead—at least, that’s what he thinks as he stares down at his own broken body.

    Instead, he is caught in the space between: wandering a shadowed battlefield where the war never ends, and drifting unseen among the living who cannot hear his cries. When reapers descend to claim the fallen, Bilbo defies the rules of the world itself to drag Thorin Oakenshield back from the brink—and in doing so fractures his own tether to life.

    Now it is only a matter of time before he fades completely into the Further, and be lost forever

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    29 Dec 2025

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    "Tell me a secret?"

    Mike asks, like he's come to do every day, late at night, when the darkness can swallow the guilt and the regret rushing out of their hearts, when their sides press together, the floor long forgotten, ever since the first Will, please, come up here.

    Will is a terrible person.

    I'm in love with you. I'm having visions. I'm in love with you. I'm not really having nightmares, Vecna is tempting me with a version of you that loves me back. I'm in love with you.

    "I think my death is the easiest solution to everything. The Upside Down will die with me."

    Will can hear Mike swallow next to him.

    "Will, I would let the world burn down to ashes if it meant keeping you in it."

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    They're back in Hawkins, everything is the way it's always been, except - yeah, it's still the middle of an apocalypse, Will is having nosebleeds and Mike would sacrifice the world for his best friend but is still losing him.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    “Promise me you’ll keep an open mind?”

    “What? Of course. My mind is open. It’s thoroughly open. If it were any more open my brain would be splattered all over the grass.”

    Lavellan has always had complicated feelings about whether or not he belongs with his clan. Still, when the dust settles following Corypheus’s defeat, he is eager to check in and see how his clan-mates are doing.

    Bringing Dorian home with him... might make things a little more complicated still.

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    28 Jul 2025