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    Phil laughed under his breath, soft and a little pink, then set his mug on the desk and leaned in just close enough for Dan to catch the faint brush of his shoulder. “Maybe I should just embrace it. Sit pretty, let you play man of the house.”

    Dan looked up at him, dark amusement flickering in his eyes. “Phil, you already do.”

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dan doesn't know how Phil seems to just understand. But then again, he always did. They both always did.

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    prompt fill for: "I don't want you to stop."

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  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    "Tell me more," Dan whispers in between one kiss and the next. "Tell me something else."
    Phil's brain is hazy, his insides turned to mush, so it takes him a moment to understand what Dan just said. "What?"
    "I want to know everything." Dan's voice is soft and quiet, the kind of voice that Phil knows is reserved only for him. "Tell me something else about you."

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    2009!Phan. Cuddles in bed, lazy kisses, and secrets out in the open.

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  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    On the good days, Dan can acknowledge that he’s doing well, in the grand scheme of things.

    When he’s in the pit, though, the darkness swallows him whole. He scrambles around blindly but all he can feel are the walls that he can’t climb. It’s as true now as it was ten years ago: when he’s living through the worst of it, it’s nearly impossible for him to understand that as things get worse, so too will they get better.

    But just like ten years ago, always, in that darkness, there’s Phil.

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    It's 2026, and Dan Howell has everything he only ever dared to dream about. He also still has depression, and days where nothing makes sense.

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    13 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    october 2009

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