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    Jamie can't keep his hands off Colin.

    The first time it happens Colin thinks he's reading too much into things. But then it happens again and again and it's not just Colin who notices.

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    Or; Colin and Jamie begin to get closer when a trip back home to Cardiff blurs all the lines between the two of them. Or, maybe, eveything finally becomes clear.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Jamie steps closer, "I don't know." He reaches out a hand to flatten out the lines between Colin's eyebrows. His finger flutters down his cheekbone, past his jaw, and rests at the nape of his neck. “Can I kiss you?”

  2. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Okay, so let me get this straight. You want to have sex with Colin, but you have never had sex with a man before and you have no idea what you’re doing. So you come over here and you want me to be some sort of anal sex Fairy Godmother?”

    “Yeah” Jamie nods “Yeah, that pretty much sums it up.”

    Or Jamie asks Roy advice on how to have sex with Colin. Thats it. That is the whole plot.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    The yoga mums insist on a picture. He tries to push down any feeling of how sweet it is that Colin is Jamie’s iPhone lock screen. There is a loud chorus of awwwwwwww from the mums.

    “He looks so cute!” Says Janice which makes Jamie goes red.

    “So what’s the problem then?” Maureen cuts in, forever wanting to get to the point. He likes Maureen best.

    “Well. The problem is that he doesn’t seem interested in me anymore. I thought things were going well but it feels like he is pulling away.”

    There was a pause as each mum put their head to one side to process the information.

    “Did you hurt him?” Susan asks, kicking off the interrogation.

    Jamie shakes his head “No, I always use three fingers first.”

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    There’s these memories Colin has, that he tries not to touch, whose shape he isn’t quite aware of, even when they hang in his head like a noose. All of him aches, when he thinks about them. When he starts seeing Jamie’s face behind his eyelids– when the memories rise and rise like tsunamis, all blue and big, so big– he lets Jamie’s face gets bigger, lets his teeth shine bright behind his eyes. Lets himself have this, because this is all he gets. 

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    08 Feb 2026

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    He doesn’t know how long it takes until his face stops vibrating and he can’t feel the ants anymore and he can breathe. Jamie is there, palms splayed on Colin’s back and Colin knows he’s sweating– must smell disgusting but Jamie’s palm doesn’t move.

    “Alright, mate,” Says Jamie and he sounds almost winded, “what the fuck, Colin?”

    “I'm sorry,” Colin mumbles.

    “Nah, don’t say sorry,” Jamie says, “but you need to get up, mate, you’re bleeding.

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    It wasn’t so much that the helicopter went down as it would no longer go up. 

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    08 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    what really happened after the yacht.

    (niall and harry get together.)

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    09 Jun 2023

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    Niall is still fully dressed and looking more nervous than he had at dinner. The only gesture he’s made towards having a threesome, apart from shooting Harry longing glances, is lining everyone’s shoes up neatly by the bedroom door.