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    A globally adored idol and an aloof rockstar are hopelessly obsessed with each other—and it’s ruining everything. Their mortal enemy managers are just trying to survive. Featuring: fake scandals, real feelings, powerpoints, blackmail folders, and a PR team held together by wine and sheer spite.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Peak. anaxa and aglaea overworked pr while trying to restrain idol phaidei au being feral online so peak. I'm shaoji and this is the canon modern au

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    But can this representationalist approach genuinely do justice to the way pain feels, that is, to the purely subjective properties of pain? Many philosophers refer to such subjective properties as qualia. Not all knowledge comes from theory, for example, when someone feels something, they learn new things, even if they know everything about how the brain and feelings work.

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    How Ratio's philosophy classes are related with some happenings in his life.

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    21 Jul 2025

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    did i just spend more than 2 hours reading and analyzing every word in a fan fiction that also doubles as a philosophy lecture and going down a rabbit hole of philosophy while trying to understand the concepts fluently, and am now currently 4 hours into watching philosophy analyses and actually reading shit about philosophy? maybe. ohh hmy aeons this is so majestic. like, actually majestic. the writing is amazingly beautiful and gorrjfhjdjjdnjeofk the characterization, the struggles that ratio went through being made clear, stating his feelings throughout his life in such a gorgeous manner i actually had to stop and stare at my ceiling trying to comprehend how well written this is??? my favourite line has got to be "That was what Ratio needed. He can watch aventurine from afar, see him with other people, but if he lets the professor love him, that's all that matters." and "Ratio would lie if he said that he had never thought about suicide. Of course he did, and he goes out of his way to take care of aventurine so he doesn't feel alone — not like Veritas felt for years". oh my aeons, these lines just explains the whole dynamic between aventurine and ratio, ratio's true feelings and thoughts, and AHBGHGHECHYYRF aeons, this also explains so many philosophical concepts incredibly clearly, im actually mesmerized.

    "School and college, for Veritas, was a rehearsal for the big moment. After years it was time to go on stage and shine, this idea generated an unhealthy perfectionism. He couldn't fail . People stopped being people, they became measures of comparison; there was always someone better, or someone happier, and in the eagerness to be like them, his life became a parade of masks; one for the family, one for colleagues, one for students.

    Always serious, always without emotions. Behind the scenes, he cried and stuffed himself with medicine to get out of bed. From always imagining a better future, his present became a limbo, in which he was never really present. He only knew that when he looked in the mirror, he saw an impostor. A hypocrite, indifferent to victory, but terrified by the idea of failure. A contradiction, not the interesting kind, the kind that was pitiful . And so, what began as a search for applause, ended in a lonely, equally self-centered, lament."

    oh. My Aeons. i literally have no words. genuinely one of the best characterizations of ratio ive ever read. i don't even know how to bookmark properly, but im just putting everything i love here. oh my FUCJJXJ MAN. ratio's character is explored so well and has so much depth in this. holy shit. i may have skipped the smut part, but this is literally a perfect balance of teaching, character depth exploration, a deep dive into aventio at its core, and... nah i have no words. gorgeous. beautiful. will read again.

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    “Truly, is it done? Am I finished?”

    The trial of suffering was over.

    He can finally breathe.

    "Welcome to tomorrow"

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    AU with The iron tomb has failed, Phainon can finally rest- or so he wants to, but eternal rest was out of the question when a warm hand grazes over his face.

    The Chrysos Heirs have to pick up the pieces of the new world, and of each other.

    POST 3.4 PRE 3.5 AND ONWARDS

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    17 Jul 2025

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    author always seems to cook without fail, on nous ts is so peak. characterization, inclusion of all the chrysos heirs, balance between a dip in myphai and general phainon centric.. eugh, every chapter makes me sob at 3 am for whatever apparent reason.

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    “Master Sakurayashiki is unavailable at the moment. Please attempt contact again during business hours.”

     

    Kojiro frowns at the automatic text message staring back at him from his phone screen. It is not the first time he went unanswered by Kaoru, nor the first time he gets the Annoying Client treatment of having his calls and messages immediately thwarted by Carla’s automatic answer. It is, however, the first time it happens since they’ve been dating.

    Kaoru is having a bad day, Kojiro is determined to help.

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    04 Feb 2025

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    I absolutely stand by kaoru being selectively mute kojiro is the greenest flag ever

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    Kingdoms when the cookies run idk I never played the game.

    Shadow Milk being a dad. Oh and truthless recluse is there too ig..

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    28 Feb 2025

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    TAKE CARE OF YOUR KIDS