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Haechan was an idol. He was a part of NCT. He was called the “sunshine, full sun.” But to himself, Haechan felt alone. He sometimes wonders if the members even remember his real name. They haven’t called out to him in a while, maybe months, perhaps years. In 2021, the members had called him annoying, in an affectionate way, if what the fans say counts.
He had stopped then, spreading his love off stage.
The members seemed to like it better anyway.
Donghyuck became reserved then, more secluded from himself. The shell of himself he carries makes him tolerable.
The members liked it. The surface of him was all they could handle to care for.
The distance between him and the rest grew. The members didn’t know it, but he did. He hadn’t felt like Donghyuck in many years. But he complied because they showed genuine care for him for a while.
Whatever made them like him more.
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If you asked Mark where it started, he'd say on that one train ride to Busan, or maybe the summer before college. But you're not asking Mark, because he doesn’t know the half of it and you want the full story. So, you're asking Donghyuck, and he'll tell you where it starts. He's nice like that.
(or, Mark never believes Donghyuck when he tells him he's been in love with him from the moment he learned how to say his name, but—well. He has.)
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23 Dec 2025
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"If I'm single by the time I get my first grey hair, I'm marrying you," Donghyuck declares. "And we're getting one of those cute dogs you like."
"A Beagle."
"A Beagle."(or, five times Mark doesn't think things are gonna work out for Donghyuck and him, and the one time he does.)
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23 Dec 2025
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there is something to be said for how quickly he can turn sour. it’s awful, his ribs freeze over, mark’s words are icy and stone-cold.
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19 Nov 2025
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best mahae fic ever !! felt too canon and soooooo toxic but love.
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Jaemin is the kind of boyfriend Donghyuck had made mental Pinterest boards about when he was fifteen and self-conscious, somehow a man that’s both all talk and all action.
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Donghyuck learns how to ride a bike.
Series
- Part 1 of to be young and in love in new york city
Bookmarked by grxpemyg
28 Oct 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
i love this sm!! manifesting a jaemin for me and everyone else too!!