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    Jinshi has always sparkled for others, but Maomao has never been mesmerized by it. It was just another thing she was immune to. Now here he was, not particularly sparkly, just obviously in love, and Maomao felt what she could only describe as being enraptured.

    Maomao knew she needed to say thank you, but at this moment she did not trust her tongue with words. She was afraid something rather mushy would come to her if she tried to speak, and she wasn’t ready for that yet. Which felt silly to acknowledge - that she had married this man, but was struggling to love him.

    And it was not loving him - Maomao had deduced this now. It had almost nothing to do with Jinshi at all. Her constipation with regards to her own ability to love had nothing to do with her commitment to him, either. She cared for and admired him deeply, more than she had anyone else, except maybe Loumen. Maomao hopes someday she is able to admit that to him, but she is still accepting that it is even safe to admit to herself.

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    they say the first year of marriage is the hardest - this is Maomao's.

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    24 Aug 2025

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    Now that Jinshi and Maomao got their wedding out of the way, the marriage will need to be consummated.
    How will that go I wonder.

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    07 Aug 2025

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    Maomao sighs. It is incredibly unfair that her pregnancy with the child of the Imperial younger brother exponentially increases her chances of being poisoned, and at the same time does not allow her the opportunity to enjoy it.

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    18 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    Nine months ago, Nina Iseri confessed her love for her new friend. While their relationship has moved forward in many meaningful ways, the tension left between them has festered, now leaving both women unsure of their positions.

    Then, in a night of messy, impulsive, greedy passion, they make a promise that is sure to bind them closer than they could have imagined.

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    18 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    After going independent once more, Togenashi Togeari have found themselves with no shortage of shows to perform at. However, those offers are coming from all over Japan, leaving the band on the road more often than not.

    With so much time on the road and at rest stops, Nina and Momoka have plenty of time together to enjoy their newfound relationship. Unfortunately for the rest of the band, they aren't always especially concerned about privacy.

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    05 Jul 2024