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    Gazing down into those blank, empty blue eyes, Dazai felt something shatter inside him. And in the wake of the destruction, the emptiness, he was flooded by sudden, ice-cold clarity.
    It wasn't okay. But it would be.
    He would make it okay.

    [Or, something unthinkable happens, and Dazai goes more than a little feral in his attempt to reverse it.]

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    23 Apr 2023

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    OH MY GOODDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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    Lan Wangji opens his mouth. He closes it. He is blisteringly aware of how absurd it sounds for him to say, I am you, only happier. The truth, perhaps, is not always the best choice.

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    03 Apr 2023

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    good good good good good good

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    NOW COMPLETE!

    Dazai had to treat Chuuya like a pretty but dumb thing during a mission, flirting grossly to get out of a situation and allow Chuuya to sneak on the enemy and destroy them. They didn’t expect it to backfire in their faces that hard. Sadly, what should only be a mess to sort in their teenagers' brains is going to get a lot more complicated when the enemy strikes back and they're caught in the middle of an attack...

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    22 Dec 2022

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    help 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

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    It's not a mark or a thread that distinguishes a soulmate; instead, it's a physical sensation, a bio-resonant connection—a rhythm to your breath, a cadence in your blood, the echo of an extra pulse inside your chest that proves your heart's not quite beating by itself, anymore; that it was always waiting for a matching set of notes to make a melody, and now it's singing, now it's soaring. Now you're whole.

    But when what you've got is a pair of tricky lungs, faulty blood, and a bum ticker, it doesn't matter how strong your soul is: the harmony will barely rise above a whisper, the resonance will almost always strike too weak. So it's no one's fault, really, if a person misses the fact that his soulmate's standing right in front of him.

    It's no one's fault if it takes the better part of a century to finally see.

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    30 Nov 2022

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    all time fave 😩😭

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    Five times Dazai and Chuuya didn’t need words and one time they did.

    Or: Dazai loves touching Chuuya’s hair and somehow it turns into a relationship.

     

    Russian Translation by the lovely Holland_Love ❤️ - https://ficbook.net/readfic/12187175

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    12 Nov 2022

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    all i gotta say is

     

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