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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    19 Jan 2026

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    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “Have you ever fucked yourself all the way through after you’ve come?” he asked, his warm, broad frame taking up the entire expanse of Shane’s back, and Shane’s brain was already hazy with the heady feeling of Ilya all around him.

    “What?” he asked slowly, trying to force his brain to catch up with what Ilya was saying.

    “Just what I said,” Shane could feel Ilya’s hard cock at the base of his spine, “Have you kept going after you’ve come?”

    He tried to think, even as Ilya’s distracting mouth was on his neck again. His breath stuttered, but Ilya was persistent,

    “Tell me.”

    “I don’t-” he shook his head slightly, like his ears were filled with water, “I don’t think so.”

    Or, Ilya pushes Shane to his limit.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Finally, the tank is full again and they all board the jeep, which miraculously smells like of an acrid mixture of smoke and gasoline with only the slightest hint of sweat. Far from ideal but infinitely better than the smell of truth. Shameful, wet, gushy truth.
    "Huh. The carpet feels squishy. Why's it all wet?" Riyo asks, stepping in.
    Zanka intensely wishes for the earth to open up beneath him and swallow him whole.
    "Hey, Enjin? How did you make Zanka better? What did you do to him?" Rudo asks Enjin.
    The blonde cleaner turns around, keeping one hand on the wheel, and flashes one of his goofiest grins. "I wrung him out like a sponge," he says, teeth unsettlingly bared from ear to ear.

    Zanka gets hit by a stray jet from Delmon’s Thirst Quencher and soaks up a dangerous quantity of water. Luckily, Enjin is a good sport about it.

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    26 Dec 2025