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    In another life, Ricky is a spoiled house cat and Gyuvin is his adoring owner. In this life, Ricky is a twenty-year-old college student and Gyuvin has gotten him pregnant.

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    07 Sep 2023

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    Matthew has never been the type to shy from looking. He has always allowed himself to want, fully and deeply, let it consume him and lick away at the edges of his insides without a shred of guilt. He almost gets off on reveling in the fact that he can want for so much and not face the consequences of action.

    “Everyone’s welcome here, Hanbin knows that. The kid’s been too caught up in his own life to tell me anything lately. You’d think he’d have more respect for his dear old dad.”

    Oh.

    To a better person it would be a problem. But Matthew doesn’t feel guilty for what he wants because that ruins the pleasure of it. It’s not like he came here wanting to fuck Hanbin’s dad. He came here wanting to get fucked, to find someone that excites him enough to tilt the scale from desire to act.

    (OR: Matthew's only goal for the summer is to lose his virginity, he didn't expect to fall half in love with his best friend's dad in the process.)

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    28 Aug 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    There’s another noise that’s quickly muffled, muffled with a wet sort of sound. It’s hands on Matthew’s mouth, or something in his mouth, against his teeth.

    “Don’t wake him up,” Jiwoong hisses.

    Matthew’s mouth must be free for him to hiss back, “You said he sleeps through anything.”

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    12 Aug 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Calling: ZB1 Kim Taerae

    Oh. Wow.

    Hanbin isn’t sure if it’s a mistake or not, so he waits for a second to see if his screen will go dark again.

    It doesn’t. His phone buzzes between sweaty fingers, insistent.

    Hanbin picks up, something swooping in his gut. “Hello?” Taerae never calls him. They text, sure, but Hanbin mostly gets Taerae updates through the other trainees. It feels weird, texting him. Calling him is even weirder.

    There’s a few seconds where all Hanbin can hear is loud background noises. It sounds like Taerae is in a crowded restaurant or something. There’s a breath, hushed, and then Taerae says, “Hi, can’y’hear me?”

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    27 Jul 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Their connection doesn’t really make sense on paper. Matthew himself forgets how they fit, sometimes, frayed nerves cutting away at the ease and leaving behind only doubts. They’ll be apart for a day and Matthew will think it was all a fluke. An invention by editing, a counterpoint to Hanbin finding his literal soulmate in the only trainee good enough to challenge him for first place.

    And then he sees Jiwoong after practice, rumpled and tired and smiling when he catches Matthew’s eye, and everything makes sense again.

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    27 Jul 2023