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    Dean didn't deserve it. He hadn't deserved it the first time when Cas gripped him tight and raised him from perdition. He didn't deserve it the last time when Cas selflessly chose him once again and paid the ultimate price for it. And then Dean had gone and died like a month later. Christ. He really was the ultimate screw-up.

    The worst part was that Cas just assumed that Dean didn't love him back. And he had every reason to. Dean had never been good to him. Not nearly as much as he deserved after everything he'd done for Dean. Because Dean was a coward. He was so cruel that his best friend's true happiness was the idea of being able to express his love without the fear of what the consequences would be. Dean hated himself for a lot of reasons, but he hated himself most for letting Cas die without ever hearing that he was loved. And now Dean was dead, and Cas was alive. And he wanted nothing to do with Dean.

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    “You know what?” Sanji tells the room at large, a cigarette clamped firmly between his teeth as he tries to steady his nerves, while simultaneously waiting for his impending doom. “I’m just going to come right out and say it, this is entirely my own fault.”

    His companion stirs next to him, his shoulders rising and falling to show he’d heard Sanji, even though his sole remaining eye stays focused on the image in front of them. “That tracks,” he says easily. “Most things usually are.”

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    16 May 2026

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    Sanji is building his floating restaurant, anchored in the All Blue, just like he always dreamed. And he's managing to do it with Zoro at his side and even has Zeff on the way.

    The only problem is Zeff doesn't actually know that Zoro is staying with them, or that Sanji and Zoro are together, or that Sanji is bisexual.

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    15 May 2026

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    Sanji's a lifeguard with one hell of a crush.

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    08 May 2026

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    The door opened, and there stood… Ilya Rozanov. Ilya Rozanov? Was she somehow at the wrong house?

    Rose took half a step back. “I -”

    “Hollander, your disaster is here,” Rozanov called into the house, giving Rose a flat look.

    “Let her in, asshole, it’s freezing out there,” Shane shouted back from somewhere inside.

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    The Rose reveal and all of its repercussions. Rose interrogates, the boys share more than they ever meant to. Set in January 2018.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Complex Sports @ComplexSports
    “Good luck.”
    Former Montreal Metros Captain Shane Hollander-Rozanov gives an “inspiring” two-word message to his former teammates ahead of the much-anticipated rematch between the Centaurs and the Metros.

    -or-

    Everyone wants a piece of Shane Hollander. Ilya has something to say about that.

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    15 Apr 2026