toeshur (jbuchanan)
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i'd love it if we made it by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
01 Jan 2023
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Eddie falls in love with Richie twice.
Eddie Kaspbrak 1992-1994 and 2016-2018.
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- Part 2 of tell me how it ends
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(some of) The Many Facial Expressions of Eddie Kaspbrak by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
02 Feb 2021
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As catalogued by Richie Tozier circa 1984-present.
Or: the list that Richie refers to in tell me how it ends (i'd do it all again.)
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- Part 3 of tell me how it ends
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tell me how it ends (and i'd do it all again.) by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
27 Jan 2021
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Eddie looks up from his pancakes. “Oh.” He says, “Like, as in.” He raises both eyebrows slightly.
“Yeah, I’m still in love with you.” Richie confirms. “Sorry.” He adds after a pause.
Eddie gapes a little.
“A plate of fries for Gonzo.” A plate slams down in front of them rattling both their water glasses and Richie jumps. “And another prissy water for Sam Eagle.” Slam. Then the waiter storms off. Eddie doesn't even twitch still staring at Richie, who's grimacing at his fries that are definitely full of pissed-off waiter spit.
Okay, so maybe moving to New York was a rash idea after all.
or: A glimpse into Richie's first 3 months in New York post-Derry 2.0 featuring: The Many Facial Expressions of Eddie Kaspbrak, (1) Rabbit named Peaches, Richie’s New Mom sweater, Eddie and Richie being Just Friends, and a letter.
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- Part 1 of tell me how it ends
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if you're lonely, wake me by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
15 Jan 2021
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‘It’s hard to imagine any version of me that wouldn't like any version of you, Eds.’
Oh.
‘Yeah?’ Eddie asks quietly.
‘Yeah.’ Richie says, simply. ‘And I like this you.’
Oh, that's-
‘Out of the whole bowl of Spagheddies, you’re my favorite noodle.’
‘Ok.’ Eddie gets up to leave. ‘Never mind-’Or: Richie and Eddie have a late night chat.
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tell me how it ends by toeshur (jbuchanan)
Fandom IT (Movies - Muschietti), IT - Stephen King
01 Jan 2023
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“But you know something? If I couldn’t get you laid, at least I gave you a good first date.”
feat: footsies at a Ruby Tuesday, stargazing, the recreation of an iconic "Dirty Dancing" scene (no, not that one—the other one), and practicing for When You're With A Girl.
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Bookmarked by toeshur (jbuchanan)
03 Sep 2025
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“Y’know, we’re exactly a month off from the day we met,” he says, almost to himself, surprised by how tickled he is by the thought. He laughs out loud and Karen gives him what has a fighting chance at being a genuine smile. “Hey, Cas! Go figure! We’re a month early for our anniversary.”
Cas points up at the light fixture he’s been studying. “I have a sister who looks remarkably similar to this lamp.”
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It almost feels like, if Dean went to sleep right now, he could get it back. Like he would slip right back into the dream, and it would pick up where it left off. But Dean doesn’t even want to, now that he can see that world for what it is: a cheap hallucination, poking at all his weaknesses, going right for the soft underbelly Dean never shows.
All that work. All that work Dean had done over the past few weeks, trying to numb himself and act like he’d forgotten about it. And now it feels like the Empty took Cas all of five minutes ago, all over again.
Or,
A post-15x19, forty one year-old Dean gets a taste of what twenty seven year-old Dean went through in 2x20, “What Is and What Should Never Be,” and sees how the shape of his own happiness has changed. Then life goes on, same as it ever was—except for the dreams he starts having at all hours of the day, and a familiar voice on the phone that's starting to sound a little too real.
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Bookmarked by toeshur (jbuchanan)
13 Aug 2025
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Dean draws a breath.
“Okay, you know in Star Wars—” is what comes out of Dean’s mouth next.
Cas’ expression changes on a dime. Like if Cas thought he had any idea where this conversation might be headed, he sure as hell doesn’t now.
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If I told you to execute Mordred, would you do it? Merlin wondered, losing himself in the blue of Arthur's eyes. Can I save you like this, even if it damns me?
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Bookmarked by toeshur (jbuchanan)
02 Nov 2024
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In the morning, Merlin knows, Arthur will don his crown again. But for now their world is only Arthur’s drowsy kisses, and Merlin tracing circles on Arthur’s bare chest, and the night outside is deep and dark and still. There are no conspiracies, no dragons, no prophecies relentlessly unraveling.
Merlin wishes, selfishly, that dawn might never come.
(And the dawn obeys.)
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Bookmarked by toeshur (jbuchanan)
02 Nov 2024
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Unfortunately, the long walk down the dark hall gave his mind ample opportunity to review, in painfully embarrassing detail, the last few times they had been this close. Specifically: the three kisses that were haunting Merlin to the point of absolute distraction.
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Or, one kiss becomes two, which becomes three, then four, then maybe one more....
Bookmarked by toeshur (jbuchanan)
02 Nov 2024