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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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01 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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31 May 2026
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two minutes for charging by hollanov (searchingforabiggersky)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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Shane's been practicing his roleplay skills, and this is his biggest test so far.
It starts on his own in a hotel room, as many bad ideas do. He's a rookie desperately in over his head and just a little bit obsessed with his professional rival who blew him one time.
He's not gay, of course, just curious. So he rings the hotline of a male Russian sex worker, because surely that will help with the pining, right?
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31 May 2026
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Safe, Shane, & Consensual by Caraphernellic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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Shane takes a compatibility test at a BDSM club and is matched with Ilya as his Dom.
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30 May 2026
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
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29 May 2026