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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    If he says, "I want to know how far behind I am, I want to know who he's deemed worthy of his attention, I want to know who he's kissed" — there's no real use entertaining that.

    Curiosity killed the cat, they say, and Sunghoon's silly mid-afternoon investigation could upturn and ruin everything.

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    28 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    “You’re so obvious,” Sunghoon would say.

    And Jongseong would defend, “He’s like this with everyone.”

    Neither of which would make Jake feel better about the growing urge to feed Heeseung by hand, to rest his chin in his palm and watch the way his eyes close as he chews.

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    27 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—

    He turns onto his side.

    —imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—

    Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.

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    24 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    The words: "Forgive me Father for I have sinned," never came out of Jaeyun's mouth.

    How could it? Not when he was raised by scripture readings. By church bells and Sunday masses. Not when he was the very epitome of a purified son who the townsfolk regarded with gentle tongue. The vocabulary he knows was not tainted by vulgar words, of sinful phrases and thoughts.

    His school friends call him church boy, his close friends call him by a name much gentler than his government one, while his mother calls him darling.

    But then a presence that frenzied their small town some months ago happened. And for the first time, Jaeyun was up against someone he can never win against.

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    24 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    "So? Do you have plans for Valentine's Day?" Sunoo asked, tease dripping in his tone.

    Seeing Jake’s cheeks full of the food and inability to answer, Sunghoon chuckled before turning towards his friends to answer, "No, we don't have anything planned.”

    "...Yet?" Jungwon finished in confusion.

    “No, actually we’re not doing anything at all.”

    In seconds, a pretty unusual silence invaded the whole table of friends.

    Then Jake processed what his boyfriend just said. A laugh rumbled in his chest before exploding and soon the rest of the table followed.

    “You’re so stupid Hoonie.” He said after catching his breath and take a sip of his water, “I almost believed you for a second.”

    “I’m serious, though.”

    “What?!” the whole table said at the same time except for Jake, who froze. Surely, his boyfriend couldn’t be serious.

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    Jake loves his boyfriend Sunghoon (no matter how much trouble the other has to say it back) and has been waiting their first Valentine's day together for so long.
    So, when he learns that Sunghoon hates that holiday, things take a weird turn.
    Especially after he starts receiving gifts in his locker from a secret admirer.

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    17 Mar 2026