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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Ilya touches him, thumbs against that same patch of freckles he’d admired a thousand times before.

    On a summer’s day in Moscow however, Ilya’s different. He’s careful, alert, and distant.

    “I’d gladly take the bullets a thousand times over, but you shouldn’t have to. Shane…” He lets out a soft sigh and shakes his head. “I don’t wanna live in a world where you’re out there taking a bullet for me.”

    Ilya makes one last trip to Moscow, Shane insists on coming along, and they're both hit with some hard lessons about home, love, and sacrifice.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    “Even when I was mad at you,” Anya started, “I never doubted we would. Thank you, Dmitry.”

    He realized he’d been staring and the silence was too long. “Uh… Thank Vlad.”

    She smiled quietly, like she knew he couldn’t handle gratitude very well. He definitely wasn’t hiding his internal commotion at all, and thankfully Vlad called for them to come look before she could call him out on it, giving him an escape.

    But there was no running away from the fact that he’d fallen in love with her.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
    “Yes?” Ilya said.
    “I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
    “So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
    Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
    “Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.

    An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    17 Mar 2026

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