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Hyacinthus, loved so madly by yamuraihas
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 Dec 2025
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The first line addresses the recipient, but the name had been scored out so harshly Zanka can feel the indents through the back with a pass of his thumb. The first word is most certainly Dear, and he can just about make out an a and what falls between an m and an n in the next one, but anything else is a lost cause.
My name has an a at the start, his thoughts supply, there's an n next to that.
His rational side doesn't bother to brush it off as a simple coincidence, and he feels his heart stammer in his chest.
After leaving his window open to sleep, a mysterious love letter finds its way into Zanka's hands. The name of whoever it's addressed to is unintelligible, but that doesn't stop him from getting his hopes up, especially when the contents start to sound strikingly similar to Jabber's words from the past.
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14 Jan 2026
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Back then, they hadn't been entirely sure exactly what visions Amo’s abilities played to her victims, but Riyo's face in particular when the illusion had broken had stuck with him.
That woman's powers are real vicious, he remembers thinking to himself as he looked at Riyo’s crumpled form on the ground. Real vicious.
Which is exactly why he hesitates to answer.
Or, the one where Zanka discovers who he would've seen had he forgotten his mask back in Amo's tower, and how he deals with the consequences.
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10 Jan 2026
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Heliotrope by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
28 Nov 2025
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“Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”
Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.
“It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”
He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.
“Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.
“Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”
It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.
But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.
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- Part 1 of Heliotrope AU
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14 Dec 2025
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baby, honestly, i just want to feel your hands all over me by hijinks_n_lowjinks
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
20 Nov 2025
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“You know, this was a pretty smart place to hide,” Angel murmurs, his eyes drifting down Aki’s throat. “If anyone catches us here, they’ll just think it’s a hookup.”
“… Right,” Aki says slowly.
Angel breathes in deeply, his chest brushing against Aki’s as he inhales. “Is that what you were hoping for?”
“For…?"
“For someone to catch us so you could finally give yourself an excuse to touch me.”
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While investigating a string of murders at a local club, Aki and Angel find themselves hypnotized by the rhythm of the music and promise of proximity.
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- Part 2 of smoke and mirrors
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22 Nov 2025
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This wasn’t the same expression he had in the alley. Yoru didn’t see that. She didn’t have that. Denji never called her perfect in that voice.
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22 Nov 2025