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    “Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”

    Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.

    “Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.

    OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Logically, Shane isn’t stupid, logically, part of his brain is frantically trying to pull him out of the shock. Of trying to rationalize what he is seeing. But it just doesn’t feel real. Not even as he’s watching the torso of someone still crawling along the pavement. Not until he watches one of the soldiers in the footage turn the gun around onto himself and–

    Rose screams.

    Shane sucks in a broken breath, the trance snapping free and one name slams into his head- Ilya. Ilya. Ilya. 

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    or the zombie apocalypse happens and Ilya Rozanov travels the span of America to get to Shane Hollander's side again.

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    09 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 91

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    Three unexpected things have happened to Castorice on the same day.

    One: Phainon had accidentally discovered her secret of being a BL fan, something she hasn’t told anyone before, not even her own sister.

    Two: Phainon was unexpectedly quite nice about it and even wanted to read some of them.

    Three: Her secret real-life ship might actually become canon?

    Or, Castorice, a closet BL fan, accidentally exposes herself in front of Phainon. However, instead of judging her, he surprisingly enjoys it and asks to borrow one. He gets invested in the story, especially the handsome, cool male lead… whom he somehow keeps comparing to his own real-life “rival”, Mydei. Castorice didn’t want to bring BL to real life because they’re real people, not characters, but… it’s getting a little too hard to deny when Phainon and Mydei keep bickering and stealing glances when they think no one’s watching. Perhaps Castorice has been right all along.

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    08 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    collection of phaidei fanfics i wrote <3

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    20 Dec 2025

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    15 Dec 2025