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This House Says My Name Like an Elegy by mcmeasle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Dec 2025
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Neil was fucked. Plain and simple. He’d known that getting Kevin out was a big risk that would have a nuclear fallout afterwards but sitting on his bed with Jean, listening through the wall at the punishment Riko was receiving from Tesuji in the next room, he realized that he might not have been fully prepared for what was coming his way next.
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Raven!Neil fic kicking off from the night Kevin escapesSeries
- Part 1 of But We're Still Here
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My Reputation's Kinda Clouded With Dirt by mcmeasle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Mar 2025
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“Enjoying the game, Nathaniel?” A man asked softly in Japanese, right by his ear and placing a hand on the middle of his back.
Nathaniel didn’t jump but it was a close thing. It was near impossible for anyone to sneak up on him but he’d lost himself so thoroughly in the game that he hadn’t heard Ichirou approaching.
Ever since he had made the choice to protect Kevin, Nathaniel hadn’t been able to get the damn sport or the idiot Foxes out of his head. It was consuming his every free moment and even those that he should have been focusing, too. He’d managed to find and watch every single match the Foxes had played since David Wymack started the sad excuse of a team.
Their faults and failures were obvious and enraging. Their occasional triumphs felt like a drug to Nathaniel. When he watched the game where Andrew Minyard only allowed five shots in before shutting down the goal, it made him feel almost dizzy.
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This Is The Way and It Makes Me Sick by mcmeasle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
22 Dec 2024
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Riko wasn’t smart, Nathaniel was sure of that. He’d only known the boy for a year as a child but everything he’d seen and heard during and after that year confirmed it: Riko was an idiot.
The drugs were planned for the striker named Seth Gordon. A few bribed pockets and casual threats had gotten him the information for this plan. Riko didn’t know how to gain the silence of allies. His ego was inflated so heavily that he couldn’t see the way their heads were already turning to spill his secrets.
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Butcher!Neil finds that keeping his promise to protect Kevin from Riko includes protecting some unwanted add-ons, too.Series
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Kevin chattered on as Andrew opened the door and tuned out the cadence of his voice, Kevin’s full attention on Andrew.
Immediately, Andrew locked on to the man with bright red hair sitting in his desk chair, feet thrown on top of the desk with ankles crossed, tapping an impressive looking knife blade over his fingertips.
“Welcome home,” the stranger said cheerily, a sharp smile wending its way onto his lips, icy blue eyes locked onto Andrew.
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Or Butcher!Neil makes a house callSeries
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Leaving You With the Ashes to Begin Again by mcmeasle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Feb 2024
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The buzzer rang out across the court like a judge’s gavel coming down to give their final sentence. Neil knew what the score would say but couldn’t help looking one more time in hopes that somehow it had changed since he last checked it. The truth of the score in bright red numbers up on the board burned into Neil’s eyes. He squeezed his eyes shut and tried to even out his ragged breathing but even behind his eyelids he could still see the numbers clearly; 5-7 in Kevin’s favor.
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The night Kevin's hand was broken, ft. Raven!NeilSeries
- Part 2 of But We're Still Here
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Took Up Their Birthright and Saw Their Dreams Die by mcmeasle
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Mar 2025
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The Hands That Made You by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.
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- Part 1 of Shake off the shackles my love
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21 Jan 2026
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mr. real estate by noedovenest
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“Is very far from entrance to house,” Ilya said, brushing lightly past Shane to assess the space.
“That’s a new one,” Shane noted, his eyes narrowing. “No problem. If we have to keep looking, I’ll keep that in mind. Any reason why? Sore after the games, or…?”
“No.” Ilya shook his head, his gaze trailing over Shane from head to toe before drifting slowly back up and settling on the wide set of his cupid’s bow. “I just do not need guests to see whole house before I get them into bed.”
OR: Ilya doesn’t want a new home, but he definitely wants his real estate agent.
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20 Jan 2026
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Lily @lily1221
HOW DID THIS GET HERE! Why are you all talking about me?
Reddit finds @cinematichomos
on today’s episode of gay people are dramatic: this man reveals his nine year situationship on reddit and still thinks its normal [attached link]
Ilya turns to Reddit for comfort after Shane starts dating Rose. What follows is him getting bullied on Reddit, going viral on Twitter, using Twitter as a relationship therapist and going to the cottage despite everyone begging him not to.
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- Part 2 of my hollanov socmed fics
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18 Jan 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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18 Jan 2026
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( i am done ) trying for beauty. by hcneymooners (romqntics)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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Ilya glances at Shane, at the way the dying light is catching in his hair, refracting. At that spiderlily mouth, slightly open and curling coyly, two teeth peeked through the dark gap like an American Girl doll. At that shoulder, bare and pale and close enough to touch if Ilya just leaned forward, if he just reached out and took another liberty.
To touch another person is to say: I know you will die, and I am doing this anyway.
His mother used to say something like this. About painting.
Every portrait is an act of faith, Ilyushenka. Faith and futility both.
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contrary to personal preference, ilya gets a roommate.
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15 Jan 2026