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    When Viktor approaches his bench, near enough for Jayce to see the dark mole at the corner of his mouth, the way it moves slightly when he smiles—the hurt is so awful, so sweet. It’s the sharpness behind his left eye again, and more memories drifting down fast, like snow.

    He can’t remember if he ever kissed Viktor. He hopes he kissed Viktor.

    The thing he’s absolutely sure about is that he hurts Viktor every time. The memories were clear, even if the timeline is still in scraps and pieces. He’s afraid to get too close; he’s also afraid that closeness is the only thing he wants. He has dreams about burying his face in the soft crook of Viktor’s neck. Viktor smells like something heady, herbal. Gardens.

    He looks at Viktor and tastes dirt in his mouth.

    or: Jayvik reincarnation au

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    07 Aug 2025

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    Jayce grew up steeped in Catholic tradition: prayers, guilt, and a faith that weighed heavily on his soul. As he navigates the pressures of desire, identity, and expectation, Viktor enters his life, sharp and radiant, and everything begins to hum with questions no prayer can answer.

    Or... Jayce struggles with Catholic guilt and confronts his feelings for his roommate.

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    15 Jul 2025

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    18 May 2025

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    It is the talk of both Piltover and Zaun when Jayce Talis returns from Noxus without a wife.

    Viktor carries on as he always does.

    or: viktor has no intention of becoming fodder for local gossip, but he can't seem to stop making an enemy of jayce talis, and neither can stop running into one another, despite their fervent insistence they never speak again. a regency au.

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    18 Mar 2025

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    The rune chews them up and spits them out.

    Jayce takes Viktor and runs.

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    23 Feb 2025