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Will is seven years old when he listens to a pastor’s homily for the first time.
Children, regardless of the devotion of the homes they are raised in, rarely possess the awareness required to grasp what truly matters. They do not yet know how to listen and look for meaning, for consequence, for substance.
So when Will’s mother elbows Will when he bites his fingernails so much that he draws blood—it’s probably one of the smallest things ever that has led Will to carry a certain ideal his entire life—but Will lifts his head.
And he listens to every word Pastor Jonathan delivers from the pulpit.
“Homosexuality is a sin,” Will recalls the sermon. He didn’t even know what the word homosexuality even meant until Pastor Jonathan opened his mouth.
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Alternatively; Will Smith hockey has internalized homophobia which is rooted in religious guilt. He discovers what it means to love, nurture his faith, and maintain devoted all while loving a boy.
Will thinks he knows what grace is. But he's yet to even figure it out.
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- Part 3 of 271: willmack!
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21 Jan 2026
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The Care and Keeping of a Boy Who Can't Sleep by spinningdewdrops
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
01 Oct 2025
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Will knew he was blessed. He couldn’t help the way he drew people in like a sunbeam, or the way they jostled to get close to his warmth. There was nothing ordinary about the easy way love came to him.
There had to be some kind of catch.
Or: Will Smith Hockey just wants the angels to leave him the hell alone. And yeah, okay, he wants Mack.
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21 Jan 2026
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Chan isn’t interested in a dominant of his own. Minho's a professional.
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- Part 1 of geomijul
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05 Nov 2025
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“Is there something specific that turns you on?”
It didn’t sound like an accusation. His voice came out flat, almost like he was just curious. Mark clutched the blanket tighter to his chest, as if trying to protect himself.
“What do you mean?”
“One time could just be an accident, right? I just wondered if this has been happening for some reason. Like, is there a trigger?”For some reason, Mark gets hard easily whenever he’s around Donghyuck.
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02 Nov 2025
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“Alright, look, fellas,” Dean chuckles nervously, still tugging half-heartedly at the door handle. “I got a feeling I know what this is about, and I promise you, it's all just a big misunderstanding.”
“Is that right?” Hendrickson cocks his head. “Well, I'm very glad to hear that, Dean. Because the thing is, we heard from your brother that you hadn't been taken into subspace since your classification – over a decade ago.”
Dammit, Sam.
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John's funeral is supposed to be Dean's chance to reconcile with Sam. His chance to catch up, and put his mind at ease that the kid's doing okay with his new sub and his fancy law program across the country.
If only Sam would stop sticking his nose where it doesn't belong.
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03 Sep 2025