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As teenagers, Alicent and Rhaenyra's lifelong friendship turns to a deeper level of intimacy. When Alicent finds herself pregnant, it sets off a chain of events that ultimately leads to their estrangement only for them to be reunited sixteen years later.
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06 Jan 2026
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this little girl breaks furniture, this little girl breaks laws by Bandydear
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
03 Sep 2023
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“You know that song, that’s like ‘you’ve got a fast car, I want a ticket to anywhere, maybe we can make a deal?” Jackie says quietly when Nat returns to the porch.
“You mean the song called: Fast Car?” Nat follows her gaze to the truck. The last piece of her old man, and the only one really worth keeping.
She returns to look at Jackie, noticing the gym bag stuffed with clothes and cash.
“You’re not serious,” Nat scoffs with a laugh.
“Look, I don’t know about you, but I’m not ready to throw in the towel and die in fucking Wiskayok, New Jersey.”--
Follows roughly 10 years of one Natalie Scatorccio and one Jacqueline Taylor cohabitating in a Chelsea apartment while they learn how to be adults.
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- Part 1 of two little girlsverse
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03 Sep 2025
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****UPDATED VERSION RELEASING 07/08/25****
"Dina brought the button-up close to her face, slowly closed her eyes, and deeply breathed in the lingering scent.
It smelled like…
...like the earth out in the woods.
Like the soap they all shared in the bath, tinged with lavender.
Like the oil she had watched Ellie rub into the fretboard of her old guitar.
Like whiskey.
Like Ellie."
A slow burn, Dina-centric story, about whether or not love can ever find it's way back home through hurt and loss.
Complete.
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- Part 1 of ...For the Rest of Mine
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26 Nov 2023
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slipping through my fingers by xosuki
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
14 Nov 2023
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The memory, even in the present, makes his heart sink to his feet. Another girl he couldn’t save, another small precious body to bury while he’s forced to keep living.
No, he thinks. She’s alive. I made sure of it.
And in the end, that’s all that really matters. He’s content with her never speaking to him again, if that’s what she really wants. Anything is better than the alternative—a grave with her name on it.
A vow of silence, never-ending screams, he doesn’t care—as long as she’s breathing, he’s done his job.
(the truth comes out, forcing joel and ellie to learn how to live without each other—which turns out to be really, really fucking hard).
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28 Nov 2023
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matter and matrix, mother and medium by marchflower
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
09 May 2024
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“You don’t even know what I did,” she whimpers, and Joel asks:
“Do you- wanna tell me?”
He’s not sure he’s ready to hear it; he’s not sure he’ll ever be ready to hear, he thinks, but his needs dim mightily in comparison to the needs of his girl. Always has, always will. That’s the way this thing works, after all, isn’t it?
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Joel Miller, his daughters, and the small miracle of running water.
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- Part 1 of Good Things Happen Bingo
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09 May 2024