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    In hindsight, it should have been obvious. The way Rumi refused to go to the bathhouse, her bizarre relationship with Celine, this whole thing with the Saja Boys? Mira prided herself on reading people, and she felt stupid for not seeing it sooner. The pieces were all there, just waiting to be put together.

    Rumi was gay.

     

    The night after the joint signing with the Saja Boys, Mira went to confront Rumi about her ongoing weird behavior. Instead of letting hurt feelings drive the conversation, Mira took a minute to try and figure out what might be wrong. Unfortunately, she came to the completely wrong conclusion.

    Misunderstandings ensue. They talk it out.

    For better or worse, everything changes.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Mira didn’t even know what she was waiting for. She told Zoey that they should wait, but wait for what, exactly?

    The thought of just coming up to Rumi and going, “Hey, we find your patterns sexy, wanna take off your clothes so we can admire it and maybe have a threesome?” was becoming more and more appealing by the day.

    But that wasn’t romantic, and it definitely wasn’t something that Mira would consider saying out loud at the risk of embarrassing herself in case Rumi found it weird.

    Or, Mira and Zoey's pursuit in finding out where Rumi's patterns lead.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    (She thinks, once, that she might be lonely.)

    (It’s not a big deal.)

    (She has the Honmoon following her and the ghosts and sometimes Celine – and yes, she might feel lonely, still, but it’s not a big deal.)

    (There must be a reason why no one wants her around.)

    (Something other than just the patterns – only Celine knows of those. Maybe the ghosts. But no one else – so she knows that there must be some other reason, one that is really obvious to everyone else but hard to define, for her.)

    (It’s been there since forever.)

    (Maybe there is more ruined about her than just the patterns.)

    (Maybe there is another, deeper reason – the marks are merely on her skin, in her flesh, after all, but they do not reach her soul. Or do they? Perhaps, then, there is something rotten within her, something bad, something that screams at other people from a distance don’t come near me be careful hate me don’t you ever learn how to love me.)

    (She thinks it might be her destiny – to be lonely. There is no use crying over it.)

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    (Or: Rumi, longing and loneliness, and all that remains after a life spent hiding.)

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    23 Jul 2025

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    This is what happened: years ago, Mira and Zoey had someone, and then they lost her.

    It happens, sometimes.

    People disappear.

    But years ago, Mira and Zoey had someone, and then they lost her. Then, they thought that they might have found her again – because Rumi was everything they once had, because she was the third hunter, because her soul was bound to theirs like they were to each other.

    They never asked, in the end.

    What had happened that made the other woman slip away like she did.

    But it never did feel completely right, after, despite everything. Because Rumi was there but she also wasn’t, because she laughed and joked with them but never quite fully, because she would lean into their touch sometimes and then shrink away from it the next moment. Because she had walls all around her, and rarely, if ever, took them down.

     

    Rumi had always been scared of something.

    – .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –

    (Or: the bond between the hunters tells them of each others emotions, each others pain. Rumi, naturally, decides that her sins are hers alone to carry, that she cannot burden the other two with them. But such secrets rarely stay hidden.)

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    22 Jul 2025

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    When Zoey gets home, already drained from a fan meet and greet, she isn’t expecting to do anything other than shower and head to bed, but when she comes out to find Mira in her room, looking through one of her notebooks for lyrics, she finds her world a little too tilted.
    But how was Mira supposed to comply with a boundary she didn’t know existed?
    And how was Zoey supposed to enforce one she hadn’t set?

    Or..

    Mira accidentally oversteps Zoey’s boundaries and they have to talk about it, ft Rumi snuggles.

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    22 Jul 2025