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The thoughts kept crawling. Nicholas's face. The distance he imagined. The disappointment he was sure he caused. The fact that he could barely stand up without feeling like collapsing again.
Tears stung his eyes before he could stop them. He blinked hard, trying to force them back.
Leaders didn't cry alone on the floor. But he wasn't a leader right now, he was just a person who was breaking.The one where a struggling Euijoo spirals into an emotional breakdown, and Nicholas finds him, shattered and alone.
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Keeho’s thumb hovered over his phone screen, forgotten.
God, he thought, he’s the prettiest boy in the world.
And it wasn’t just Jiung that was beautiful. It was the ache that followed.
The sharp, quiet, gut deep kind. The kind that came from watching someone exist and knowing you’d been rearranged by it a long time ago, but pretending otherwise had been easier.
Until now, that is.
The one where Keeho is stupidly in love with Jiung. And keshi happens to be playing in the background while he confesses.
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Theo and Intak find comfort in each other. And they’re in love. And they like to kiss. If that sort of thing matters.
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Felix is nothing if not a hopeless romantic.
That much has always been true. He’s lived most of his life patiently waiting for a Prince Charming to sweep him off his feet; no amount of discouragement could strip him of that.
Not until he moved to Seoul.
Felix had almost given up on finding love — and then there was Chan.
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18 Mar 2026
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“Jisung. Jisung what’s going on? Are you okay?” Hyunjin shouted again, the concern in his voice growing. He reached out to grab Jisung’s wrist in an attempt to get his attention.
The moment Hyunjin’s hand closed around his wrist, he snapped. Eyes widening, Jisung fled in a panic, not caring who he knocked over in his escape, the only thought in his mind was simply to run.
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Jisung has ADHD, Hyunjin learns how to support him, and they both learn how to love and be loved.University AU, Hyunsung.
TW/CW: medication, panic attacks, sensory overload, overstimulation, alcohol.
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18 Mar 2026
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Felix noticed the panic set into his friend’s features, turning around in his chair to see what Jisung was staring at. In an instant his blood turned to ice in his veins and the air felt as if it had been vacuumed from his lungs.
Chan.
Standing right behind him.
Chan was standing behind him.
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Felix gets caught venting about his unrelenting crush but the one person he didn't want to have ever hear him.University/College AU, Chanlix, brief mention of Minbin, implied Hyunsung.
For Star Crossed Chanlix Fest, prompt number SC222.
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18 Mar 2026
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Chan has always felt like his love is something that could do Felix more harm than good. Taint him. Like Chan would taint him if he loved him in all the ways he craved.
With the new development of his feeling being returned, it’s definitely something he’ll have to work on.
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- Part 2 of the salt on your lips
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18 Mar 2026
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“I told my mom I had a boyfriend to get her off my back and she requested that I invite him to her house for Chuseok. I… kind of need you to pretend to be said boyfriend.”
Seungmin’s entire face changes into one of shock, but he’s quiet.
When he finally speaks, it’s a simple question. “Why me?”
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or, Minho needs a fake boyfriend. He doesn’t expect to fall in love with the one he’s chosen.Bookmarked by ncjholic
17 Mar 2026