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    I Want To Go. by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)  

    10 Aug 2018

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    Silence fell over them, Peter's fingers digging into his thighs as he blearily stared out the window. How could he convince Tony that there was nothing wrong when he was feeling like this? How could he act okay around everyone when every thought he had resulted in wanting to end his life?

    Why did people have to notice he was struggling?

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    apostle by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    26 Mar 2025

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    “Wei Ying.” Lan Zhan’s unexpectedly low tone interrupted the sound of the rain. “Why did you come back?”

    This time, Wei Wuxian couldn’t bring himself to engage in white lies. He couldn’t omit the inconvenient parts and turn the pleading question into a joke. For the first time tonight, he was certain that he didn’t want to. Holding Lan Zhan’s gaze, he smiled at him, but the wetness of his voice gave him away.

    “Because I missed you," the words rolled off his tongue almost too easily. “I missed you, and I’m tired, and I’m scared of being alone. I have been alone for far too long," he confessed.

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    wei wuxian comes back and starts talking. he can’t seem to stop.

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    a second chance at love by for KnowsLoreButNotTaxes

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    27 Mar 2025

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    And he had waited.

    The hours had slipped by. The celebratory laughter and distant music from the palace halls had grown fainter. The lanterns had burned low, their golden glow dimming with each passing moment.

    And through it all, Wei Wuxian had sat there, waiting and waiting and waiting.

    But the door had never opened.

    Wei Wuxian’s fingers had curled into the silk sheets, the soft fabric wrinkling beneath his touch. He had listened. Every creak of the palace walls, every distant footstep, his heart had leapt. But it had never been Lan Wangji.

    He had waited until the candles had burned to their bases.

    Then he had waited longer.

    By the time the first pale light of dawn had filtered through the embroidered curtains, it had been clear. Lan Wangji would not come.

    Or: prince consort wei wuxian in a loveless marriage suddenly finds his husband, the emperor lan wangji loving him.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    The Lotus Pond by

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    07 Apr 2025

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    Wei Ying was once the golden boy. Until the accident. Afterward, he shuts himself away into a tiny corner of the world where no one was ever going to find him.

    Until his solitude is interrupted by Lan Zhan.

    Despite Wei Ying's attempts to push him away, Lan Zhan remains steadfast, encouraging Wei Ying to reclaim his life.

     

    Inspired by Beauty and the Beast

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Home is not a place, it's a feeling by

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    19 Apr 2025

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    “You're getting rid of me.” His voice didn't break but every word was like a shard of glass, leaving him surprised blood wasn't spilling out of his mouth along with them.

     

    “A-Xian...”

     

    Whatever Jiang-Shushu was going to say Madam Yu beat him to it. Her smile grew even more pleased.

     

    “Don't be stupid, boy. It's an honor to serve the sect in a marriage contract. Especially marrying into the Lan Sect.”

     

    Objectively she wasn't wrong about that. His eyes stung. It was different for him though. Four years ago he stayed in the Cloud Recesses for the guest lectures and was thrown out by Lan Qiren in the end. How would he survive living there?

     

    Or: Wei Wuxian marries into the Lan Sect expecting to be miserable but slowly learns to make it and the people of the Lan Sect his home. And maybe he'll even get to keep it for once.

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