15 Works by nyxi_pixie

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    And then, expression betraying how far well too pleased with himself he is, “You feeling like you’re losing, shitty Dazai?”

    “I’m not losing anything,” Dazai responds, a little more sharp than he means. He’s supposed to be sounding unbothered because Chuuya’s arguments aren’t worth attending to. Annoying little slug. “You’re the one wearing my collar.”

    “And who’s the one desperately barking for my attention? Didn’t think this one through at all, did ya?”

    “We’ll see.”

    Or, a bet is a sacred sort of thing within the Double Black partnership, and worth following through all its many varying contexts, stupid and ridiculous or otherwise.

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    He shakes against the pulsing pain, feeling the alien sensation of his mind falling backwards and something else coming to the forefront. Something empty and foreign. He’s more than familiar with an ability trying to pilot his brain for him, and more than capable of pushing it off just enough to think through it.

    After Q's attack on Atsushi during the Guild Arc, they tell Dazai his 'new friends' broke easily, spoken like a comparitive, as if with the familiarity of having seen an old friend subjected to the same thing. So, five years prior, how long did that old friend take to break, and what mess of himself was Dazai left to clean up in the aftermath?

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    It might be cheaper to have them cleaned the way the poors do - in one of those laundering machines. But he’s no idea how to utilize them. He has always either bought replacements when his clothes are dirtied by a day’s wear, or sent them to be drycleaned. The only laundering Fitzgerald ever does involves money! Ha Ha Ha. 

    Fitzgerald and that bald guy he intrudes on to watch tv with have explored each other's bodies. they had mid sex while louisa created genius strategies on the other side of the wall. trust i watched it happen

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    It’s like a mirage, a rotten meal appearing full healthy, only turning bitter and sweet with decay once it’s already in her mouth. But when you’re starving, when you’ve been starving, left hungry and empty and wanting, you can’t help but take more. She can’t do anything but bite down when she’s presented with the succulent mask of fresh fruit, find again and again its reality long decomposed, festering and putrid. Her eyes tell her one thing, and her mouth swallows down the truth. She keeps eating.

    Attempting to reconcile two halves of one whole, when one half is lost and the other is masquerading as something dead, is an impossible feat.
    Or, while in the Dark Tower, Gwen recalls her gentler memories of Morgana.

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    And power, Dazai knows, is an odd thing for the slug. He likes it, he’s good with it. But it leaves him lonely. That’s what happens when you’re ungrounded. Able to go up and up and up, unbound by gravity. But above, where no one else can follow, all you’ll find is solitude. How ironic for Dazai’s isolating ability to bring him down, away from that, and back to him.

    Or, a study in power, the tendency to dehumanise it, and one guy who is just really really weird about it.

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    The only difference between a ghost and a memory is that a memory decays. A ghost, by nature of its unnature, is immune to rot and instead exists in stasis. Such an idea could only exist in fiction. Fiction kinder than any Dazai could imagine himself living.

    Or, a study in haunting, and the long shadow of loss turned biting.

    Or, the ADA has a mission to deal with a series of deaths related to hauntings, if such a thing even exists, and Chuuya has his own aims. But what is really going on in that house, and can two people so familiar with being haunted, even without the influence of the supernatural, stand to get so close to it?

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    Dazai, as we all know, has completely reasonable reactions when people are nice to him, including but not limited to: losing the ability to speak, experiencing heart palpitations, collapsing, and laying down dead.

    In which Chuuya finds himself Very Infrequently managing to say something complimentary, and Dazai responds by being the world's most cringefail flopman while also pretending that he is being completely normal.

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    To fall in love is stupid. But it’s helpless, justifiable, understandable. To fall in trust? With someone like that? That is the ultimate form of self destruction. It isn’t just stupid, it’s careless to the point of devastation. It’s spitting in the face of Death Herself and then feeling spited when She raises Her scythe in response.
    And Chuuya couldn’t help herself.

    Or the femskk assassins au that no one asked for

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    MY DEAR USUAL AUDIENCE LOOK AWAY IM HAVING A MOMENT.
    Anyway.

    What difference is there between a surgical blade and a set of teeth when all you use them for is to draw blood? The scars left by a blade are neater than bite marks, but just as ugly, that swollen red just as out of place on delicate flesh.

    Medical malpractice and wound sex….. Come get yalls toxic yuri juice. (i would apologise for my crimes but i have no regrets.)

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    That awkward moment when you confess your love to your crush and he's so grossed out by it that you have to commit to the bit for 7 years just to alleviate the embarrassment.
    Or, a two-step plan to success by Dazai Osamu. (Humiliation followed by stupidity will always eventually lead you to where you need to be.)

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    essentially, max and mike have Bonded over mutual gay disasterness, you know, as you do. mike and will are being a little stupid about each other as always.

    excerpt for u:
    Mike makes a sound of mock outrage, "Oh, I'm a distraction to you, am I? Ruining your focus?"

    "Yes." Will replies flatly, apparently more intent than ever on finishing that stupid essay. Because he's horrifically unfair like that, totally irresponsibly ignoring Mike's desperation to be the only thing he looks at.

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    In his study of Will’s person, Mike’s eyes finally flick up to meet Will’s own, except they’re not quite his. They’re all glassy and vacant and wrong.

    “Will, are you okay? What’s wr- Will, what- What are you doing!” Mike tries to cling onto his arm to keep him where they are, but Will shakes him off and walks out of their hiding spot, still clutching to his rifle, and towards the slowly closing gate. Fuck. Mike sprints off after him without a second thought, ignoring Dustin’s panicked screams. There are other people joining Dustin’s yelling now but Mike blocks them out, singularly focused on Will who is still advancing on the gate. And then he’s passed it and it’s shrinking, shrinking, shrinking-

    Mike leaps through just as it’s closing and throws himself at Will. He turns. The gate is gone.

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    Will is here. And he loves him. And he remembers when Mike doesn’t put his favourite smoothies on their shared grocery list, and he always sits next to him instead of opposite, and he’ll explain the constellations a billion times because he thinks Mike forgets, and he loves him.

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    ronance fun making out times but then ohno whats that noise??
    and then mike and nancy get to have a lil gay solidarity conversation bc they deserve it.
    (this is technically connected to A Study in Distance, but like. it's just the same universe you dont need to read that to understand this)

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    This started as like, mike introspection because i jumped into his brain to figure out wtf was going on in his head in s4, but then around chapter 4 onwards is just Mike trying to spend as much time with Will as he possibly can. He's putting his whole wheelussy into fixing their friendship. I'm so sorry.

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