pumpkin130
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- The Wilds (TV 2020) (2)
- The Society (TV 2019) (1)
- Panic (TV 2021) (1)
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life is what happens to you when you're busy making other plans by pumpkin130
Fandoms: Panic (TV 2021)
10 Jun 2021
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You are eighteen years old the first time you look at — really look at — Heather Nill.
You are eighteen years old, watching her fly.
You are eighteen years old, and you don’t think you’ve ever seen something that beautiful in your entire short, sorry life. -
i'm trying not to think about you, can't you just let me be? by pumpkin130
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
08 Jan 2021
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You wanted to kiss her, to hug her — hell, at that point, you would have taken a freaking handshake — but her father was standing behind her, looking about two seconds away from putting the whole thing together, and you weren’t about to let her get hate-crimed in the middle of freaking B Terminal.
So you just nodded.
“Yeah. See you around, I guess. Ride a horse for me, or something.”
You wanted to scream.
IloveyouIloveyouIloveyouDontleavemeDontleavemeDontleaveme.
But she was already gone.Or: Toni has gotten a little too good at being left. She isn't sure why this time it feels so different.
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turn the lights on honey (I'm surrendering tonight) by pumpkin130
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
04 Jan 2021
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You have grown to accept that whatever the two of you had was simply meant to exist in that one specific space at that one specific time. You take comfort in knowing that — in that moment — you are sickeningly infinite.
Or; the one where they all try to go back to their lives and some traumas are just too deep to heal.
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i can't give you my soul (cause we're never alone) by pumpkin130
Fandoms: The Society (TV 2019)
12 Jul 2020
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The one where they never went to New Ham, but Allie and Harry end up together anyway.
inspired by the 1975's somebody else
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there's things I want to say to you, but I'll just let you live by pumpkin130
Fandom The Wilds (TV 2020)
08 Jan 2021
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She thought she’d never see him again. He’s part of the past, part of before. Part of the life left behind, laid to rest under shovelfuls of dirt in a land forever locked away.
Gabriel smiles and it’s just as she remembers it. Reserved, subdued, filled with affection.
“Nadezhda. I heard you came home.”
Pieces of a Russian life.
Bookmarked by pumpkin130
28 Jan 2026
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The Washingtonian exposé of a perfect couple in Falls Church: parents, small business owners, neighbors – and also Soviet spies.
Bookmarked by pumpkin130
27 Jan 2026
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Nutcracker! by OpalApparition for therogueskimo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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"You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."
Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.
Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.
or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mindblowing hate-sex doesn’t help.
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23 Jan 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Jan 2026
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If there’s ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilya’s expression. Blood from a stone indeed.
“My father was very fair,” Ilya says immediately, and it’s got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. “If I was bad, I pay price. No problem.”
“I think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.”
“Yes,” Ilya admits. “Probably. Shane thinks so.”
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19 Jan 2026
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don't leave me high (don't leave me dry) by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jan 2026
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hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
or: after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.
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Bookmarked by pumpkin130
18 Jan 2026