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Heaven Spelt Backwards by JustMeAndLife (CaramelCreamCoffee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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"I made a decision," he said quietly. "A really important one."
Yuna raised an eyebrow but didn't interrupt.
Shane swallowed hard. "I erm- I think I'm going to carry a baby."For a moment, the words seemed to hang in the air between them.
Yuna blinked once in surprise.
Not because the idea of a baby shocked her. She knew how badly Shane and Ilya wanted a family of their own.
No.
The surprise came from the fact that the words had come from Shane himself. For years, the thought of pregnancy alone had terrified him.
"You're serious?" she asked softly.
Shane nodded slowly. "Y- Yeah I am."
He looked down at his hands again, fingers twisting together. "I know it's... a lot. And I know how I used to react whenever it came up." He let out a humorless laugh. "I practically had a panic attack the first time Ilya mentioned it, but-"Yuna reached across the table and placed her hand over his. "That was before," she said.
Shane's jaw tightened.
Before.
Or Shane Carries his and Ilya’s rainbow baby a year after Ilya has a stillbirth with their son.
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a tiny white pill by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has a 487-game ironman streak. He doesn't miss games. He doesn't miss practices. He doesn't lie to the people he loves.
Then a hit takes everything, and a small white pill gives it back. Gives back the ability to exist without wanting to crawl out of his own skin. The ability to pick up the phone when Ilya calls and sound like a person.
The first pill is prescribed. The second is justified. The tenth is necessary. The ones after that are none of your business.
He's not an addict.
He's managing.
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- Part 1 of it doesn't un-happen
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the first true thing by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Sixty days. No phone. No hockey. No performance.
Shane Hollander checks into a rehabilitation facility with a bag packed by a man who plans everything and a body that's already screaming for the thing he came here to quit. He has a system for this. He has a system for everything.
The system lasts about forty-eight hours.
Or: the same sixty days, from the other side of the door. What happens when the person who's spent his whole life performing finally runs out of audience.
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- Part 3 of it doesn't un-happen
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forwards beckon reboud by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jan 2026
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Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch.
He was fine. He had to be.
What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place?
or:
shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good timeSeries
- Part 2 of come on skinny love
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Diagnostic criteria by mxmushroom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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Shane's therapist and his psychiatrist are totally ganging up on him.
(Shane gets another diagnosis. He's not very happy about it.)
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- Part 10 of Nothing ever seems to fit