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    Buck is about to walk out of the airport. He can’t do this. He won’t. But then a hand—a big, warm hand—settles on his shoulder.

    “Hey, uh—”

    Buck turns, and standing there is the most beautiful man Buck’s seen in his entire life. A week’s worth of stubble across his jaw and cheek, a strong nose, and the deepest, prettiest brown eyes he’s ever seen, framed by mile-long lashes. Buck’s breath catches. Buck’s not into men, but holy shit, if he was—he’d be into this guy.

    Well. He is kinda into this guy. Well. That’s—

    “I’m here with my kid,” the guy continues, throwing a thumb over his shoulder and pointing toward where a blonde-haired, smiling kid with red glasses and crutches is standing. The kid lifts a hand and waves. Okay. Even if Buck is into the guy—kid usually means wife. Damn. “He’s got CP. We’ve done this song and dance a thousand times. You want a hand?”

    “Sir,” the man cuts in, “this is a private discussion—”

    Buck, who really was trying not to cry before, feels like he’s fighting a losing battle now. His eyes are a little wet, and his hands, gripping his crutches, are shaking just a little. “Fuck. Yeah. Please.”

    OR Eddie Diaz vs American Airlines.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    eddie is such a good dad im gonna throw up 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 1000000/10

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Some guys at the gym were talking about this new dating app and now things are more - settled. I thought I might give it a try. Nothing serious.”

    “Really?” Buck tries to push down the jealousy he feels bubbling up at the thought of someone else taking up space in Eddie's life. He shouldn't be jealous. Eddie deserves that as much as anyone. “Eddie Diaz on a dating app??”

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    Or, Buck accidentally-on-purpose catfishes Eddie

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    21 Apr 2025

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    so so good made me feel joy again

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Jack never could have imagined, after winning that strike, how thoroughly and decisively the world would change around him. He never could have imagined the life he’d live.

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    07 Apr 2025

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    im sobbing im done hey god see you there

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    Eddie’s never seen Buck this way, chained up by a body that won’t do as he says. He’s still caressing his fingers through Buck’s hair and across his scalp; feels dampness along the surface of his forehead, takes in the flush of his cheeks and nose, the soft surrender of his slightly open mouth. There’s no real danger present, and Buck will feel fine in a few hours, but right now--right now, he is beautiful and asthenic, and Eddie can’t help but feel privileged.

    (You need to settle down a little. or: Eddie poisons Buck, and other acts of radical devotion.)

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    19 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Will really didn't need his parents to get divorced just one year after moving to a new city. To cope with his feelings, he decides to text a number that doesn't exist. Except it does.
    AKA: "The number you have reached is in service" but from Will's POV.

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    26 Jun 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i was on chapter 5