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Ithaca by secretlyeviloops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Red Hood/Arsenal (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
11 Sep 2025
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Fresh out of Arkham and done waiting for apologies that never come, Jason Todd leaves Gotham behind with nothing but a duffel bag and his motorcycle. He heads west—no destination, no plan—just the promise of silence and the hope that maybe, somewhere, he'll remember how to breathe again.
In Star City, he finds a small apartment and a fragile kind of peace. His neighbor is Roy Harper: single dad, hero, too charming for his own good. Roy doesn’t recognise him—doesn’t know Red Hood, doesn’t know Jason’s alive—and Jason isn’t ready to tell him.
But the road doesn’t end in Star City. Healing doesn’t mean forgetting, and love doesn’t erase the past. Jason still carries Gotham in his scars, and his name in someone else’s voice. Yet in quiet moments—over breakfast with Lian, in the hush between Roy’s laughter and his own—Jason starts to believe in something like home. Not the one he left behind, but the one he’s building now, one breath, one brick, one heartbeat at a time.
Because maybe Ithaca was never a city. Maybe it was a person. Maybe it was him, learning to stay.
(I suck at summaries just read the damn fic)
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Robin is THE American Idiot by secretlyeviloops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Red Hood/Arsenal (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Red Robin (Comics), Robin (Comics), Batman and Robin (Comics), American Idiot - Green Day (Album)
14 Jul 2025
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One is the poster boy who learns to smile through the suffocation.
One is the son of rage and love, returned from the grave with blood on his hands.
One is the soldier, watching the myth collapse from the outside in.
They were Robins—trained to fight, to fall in line, to carry a name that never belonged to them. But legacies rot. Heroes die. And Gotham never forgets what it makes of its children.
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The Ghosts of Wounds Past by secretlyeviloops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Batman (Comics), Batman and Robin (Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics)
22 Jun 2025
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Jason Todd came back wrong. He knows it, they know it—hell, even the city seems to know it. But the boy who came back with him, the ghost of the fifteen-year-old he used to be, doesn’t seem to care. Bright-eyed and full of wonder, the kid shadows Jason like a younger brother, like a memory that never learned how to leave.
He’s the reason Jason stayed. The reason he tried.
But when a spell gives that ghost a body—makes him real—the Batfamily is forced to choose: the damaged son who clawed his way out of the grave, or the golden boy they lost. And Jason already knows the answer.
Now there are two Jasons in Gotham, but only one the family calls home.
And the other?
Well—ghosts aren’t meant to linger.
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I Am the One Who Knows You by secretlyeviloops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Nightwing (Comics)
03 Jun 2025
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Dick has been seeing Jason since the day he died. In the shadows of alleyways, in the Batcave, sitting at the foot of his bed. Not always the same Jason—sometimes he's twelve with scraped knees, sometimes seventeen and furious, sometimes the man he never got to see him become. But when a new player in Gotham starts calling himself the Red Hood, something changes. Suddenly, the Jason in Dick's head starts saying things he shouldn't know. Starts looking older. More solid. More real.
Grief and guilt blur into obsession, and Dick starts to wonder if he's hallucinating a ghost—or being haunted by something worse.
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Endings, Beginnings, and In Betweens by secretlyeviloops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), Red Hood/Arsenal (Comics), Heroes in Crisis (DCU Comics)
27 May 2025
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Maybe it was a side effect of dying—being so intimately acquainted with how harshly things end—maybe it was just some fucked up leftovers from his childhood, the wirings in his brain tangled up in knots, or maybe it was just the way he was. Jason had always struggled with endings, with permanency. It was the hesitation before turning the final page in a book, the pause and quiet stillness before everything is over. The way he never watched the last episode of a show, left just before the final bow in a performance, ended a movie before the credits began to roll, was the first to break off friendships, jumping the ship before he confirmed it was sinking. Whatever it may be, Jason Todd hated endings.
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Jason considers all of the times he had avoided endings in his life and realises he had forgotten how to enjoy what happens in the middle. Not many people get a second chance at life, Jason doesn't want to waste his anymore. He'd never liked endings, but lately he'd found himself wanting all of it.
Because these moments—this life—they were his. And he wanted them all.
All of Roy’s endings, beginnings, and everything in between.
For them. For the family they’d made.
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Jason Todd has been dead for almost three years now. Everybody knows this. Tim definitely knows this.
And yet here he is now, looking very much alive, three years older and approximately 200 pounds heavier, in the middle of lecturing a bunch of sophomores about poetry and having just introduced himself as their new English teacher.
Bullshit, Tim thinks.
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