slightly_ajar



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    Stories based on capnamvrica's Stablehands + Stable Homes AU.

    A collection is available here. The Stableverse Chronology is available to give a rough timeline.

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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    But it’s true. David Hollander is normal about hockey. He has a life outside it. He goes to work at the Treasury. He goes on long walks. He volunteers at animal shelters. He puzzles. Well—he works on puzzles? Ilya still is not sure how the verbs work there.

    The point is: David Hollander built a life outside of hockey that was fulfilling—that remains fulfilling. This, in its roundabout way, and though Ilya could never admit it, saves Ilya’s life.

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    or, a treatise on grief, depression, and chronic suicidality

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    23 Feb 2026

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    David relaxes into his chair as Shane goes outside to talk to his mother. Things will be ok. The air feels a little lighter and as he settles back, ready to take another sip of his vodka, he looks up and sees Ilya sitting across from him.

    Ep6. David and Ilya bond over some pasta. Minor shenanigans ensue.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    His boyfriend says he can’t get sick because he is Russian.

    His boyfriend is currently wrapped in three blankets, arguing with the air and attempting to seduce him with a cough drop.

    Send help.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya puts his palms flat against the marble and pushes himself up. “She was a good mother,” he says, decisively, like it’s up to him. He says it, so it must be true. And it is, it has to be. The sun hides behind a wispy cloud, the light curling lacelike over him. “She really was, Shane.”

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    20 Feb 2026