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A Normal Life by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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There’s really no way of knowing when Shane will go, when his mind will stop remembering. It’s not fair at all, and Ilya wants to cry or scream or break the steering wheel in half when he sees Shane swipe away tears as he jogs back to the car. He says the cold makes his eyes water, and Ilya knows they’re both thinking about how long Shane will be able to walk their beautiful daughters to school, to play goalie and dive on the ground while Irene cackles with her tiny hockey pads swallowing her up, how long he’ll be able to lay on the sidewalk and collect worms with Amelia after it rains. But they can’t talk about it, and Ilya has to be strong and put the car in drive and take Shane to another appointment where he’ll sit in the waiting room, scrolling his phone and pretending like his Shane isn’t going to disappear. It’s torture, but he has to do it for Shane. So he does.
CTE, and Shane and Ilya. A series of vignettes. Can be read as a stand alone or as the sequel to In the End
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- Part 2 of Remembering to not Forget
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10 Feb 2026
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I'm sorry it's so early, but... by thatsunkenship
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya was starting to get nervous. At first he was confused, and then annoyed, and then he just felt sorry for himself. But now… the situation was becoming a bit concerning.
Or, Shane is in L.A., and Ilya is in need of some support.
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08 Feb 2026
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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07 Feb 2026
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don't dream it's over by alljustrunaways
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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Ilya still loves the sport, but it will always be different for Shane. Hockey runs through his veins, it’s his life.
That’s what makes it so hard seeing it destroy him.
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31 Jan 2026
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The umpeteenth take on their journey to the safehouse. This takes place right after their escape from Merrick’s Labs. Lot of angst and some much deserved cuddles.
Three POVs for three chapters: Nicky's, Andy's & Joe's.
Intro to the "Drowning and Resurfacing" series.
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- Part 1 of Drowning and Resurfacing
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14 Sep 2025