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Jay always has a lot to say to Jungwon. But ultimately, actions still speak louder than words.
A walkthrough of Jay and Jungwon's relationship as seen from the things they say to each other.
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Sunghoon wants to hold Jake's hand, so he comes up with the first excuse that pops into his mind—an arm wrestling match.
Jake likes seeing Sunghoon happy, so he secretly lets Sunghoon win their arm wrestling battles.
(OR: Just two dumbasses secretly pining for each other while failing to realise the feelings are mutual)
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The moment they met, the universe fated Cole and Jay to be soulmates.
In this universe, they were soulmates in the way best friends always had each others backs. They were soulmates in the way Jay would always first seek Cole for comfort and advice, knowing Cole would never once judge him. They were soulmates in the way Cole wished they weren’t.
In this universe, Cole loved Jay. In no way did the love come easy. It was gradual and snuck up on him before he even realised what it was. Despite all of Jay’s quirks and habits that the world threw at him to dislike, it only served to help him fall deeper and deeper. But reality was cruel. It made Cole overcome all adversities only to love someone who’s heart belonged to someone else.
However, he eventually grew to accept it because that meant in another universe, Cole loved Jay. And Jay loved him back.
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-THE FOLLOWING EVENTS TAKE PLACE AFTER NINJAGO SEASON 15:SEABOUND AND CONTAINS SPOILERS-
Nya is water, and water can be found everywhere. But the ninja go to great extents to escape the inescapable.
After Nya's sacrifice leading to her leaving the ninja, they have to grow accustomed to living without her no matter how tough it may be. Jay especially, finds it the hardest to continue daily routines without his Yang around, so he finds ways to grieve and cope.
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They haven’t seen each other in person in three years. Nicholas looks the same, only he doesn’t. There’s something more calm about him, less manic in his desire to be wild and free while pressed into the confines of an idol role. He’s a little bigger, and a little softer around the face. He’s still as terribly striking to Euijoo, making his palms itch.
Euijoo shields his eyes with a hand as he looks up at Nicholas. “Hi, Nichol,” he starts, because someone has to.
“You think you could come here without me knowing?” Nicholas asks.
Euijoo takes a break from his acting and variety darling career to go on a trip to Taipei.
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Bookmarked by starlightae
18 Jan 2026
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i love love love when my smut is tinged with angst
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"Well, you couldn’t script it, could you? Best mates as kids, apparently, and proper rivals now—and the big question, really, is whether they can let it go now that it’s come to it, or if old grudges really do die hard…”
(The soccer/football fic in which the tension is built less from actual rivalry and more from a complicated shared past. And wanting each other's bodies, obviously.)
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Bookmarked by starlightae
16 Jan 2026
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oh i needed this style of writing so bad. pacing was deliciously succinct without feeling too rushed, and ofc the tension and smut was so desirable.
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He should have listened to his instincts; maybe then, years of pain might have been avoided.
But life can be really merciless sometimes. Days turned to nights, turned to months, turned to a year. And suddenly they were seventeen and none of them were in love with the right person.
(Or: Suna Rintarou liked to act like he was above it all, but he thought perhaps he was the stupidest of them all.)
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- Part 3 of Lifetime
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Bookmarked by starlightae
30 Dec 2025
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made the mistake of reading this in public and now im crying while walking to a cafe my god i love angst the dynamics were fleshed out so beautifully
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“Mmm,” Sakusa hums, then straightens up. “Oh, there was one thing I forgot to set out.”
Atsumu clutches his towel as Sakusa walks over to his dresser and crouches down to find something in the bottom drawer. When he turns around, he’s clutching a large plug. Atsumu thinks about trying to make it an hour with that inside him and feels the color drain from his face.
“Omi, that’s mean.”
Sakusa laughs quietly. “You like me mean.”
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- Part 5 of Terminal Curiosity
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“Don’t see what the point of all the secrecy is when ya already told me what we’re doin' today, Omi-kun.”
They toe off their shoes and line them up against the wall. Kiyoomi puts his keys on their hook on the coat rack.
“There are a lot of variations to temperature play, but one of the best parts is the way it surprises you and keeps you on edge,” Kiyoomi explains, pulling off his scarf. “That’s why you’ll be blindfolded and gagged.”
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- Part 4 of Terminal Curiosity
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Bookmarked by starlightae
20 Dec 2025
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INSANE smut. i full on lost my whole damn mind at the climax