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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    Walking into his childhood bedroom felt like stepping into a stranger’s life. It was still the same—the dull, beige walls, the plain furniture, the neatly made bed. But nothing about it felt like his. It was like looking at an empty shell of a person he had once been.
    Had he ever had posters on the walls? A favorite band? A hobby? Something that screamed Eddie Diaz was here?
    Had he ever sneaked out to go partying? Smoked weed? Made out with more than one person on the same day? Had great, amazing sex with someone he felt completely carefree with?
    No. He didn’t think so.
    And maybe that was the problem.

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    The one where Eddie realizes he never gave himself the chance to be more than just a son, a father, and whatever else people wanted him to be.

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    05 Apr 2025

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    “Everything about being with Eddie feels right, and good, so so good, Maddie. It’s not timing or logistics, or even—I know he’d say yes if I did ask to move in.”

    “But you feel like you can’t?”

    Buck shakes his head.

    “Because I’m cursed.”

     

    (or, buck needs a loophole. eddie needs to know buck needs a loophole.)

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    01 Apr 2025

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    ”But you’re still looking for a place of your own?” Bobby asks.

    “Yeah,” Buck lies, trying to sound enthusiastic. “Uh, it’s just, hard. Everything is super expensive right now.”

    “I’m sure,” Bobby says.

    Buck wonders if he knows he’s lying.

    (Or, Buck moves into Eddie’s house. He doesn’t really move back out. aka, the Buddie roommates fic)

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    31 Mar 2025

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    6 months into their relationship, Buck finally confesses to Eddie that he and Tommy hooked up in their house when he was still in El Paso.

    Eddie rides him into oblivion over it.

    That's it, that's the fic.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    Eddie moves to Texas, taking all the light with him. Buck tries to survive a starless night.

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    23 Mar 2025