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"There's an itch. It eats you up inside. It's energy packed inside a globe, then shoved in your ribcage, just big enough that it strains the bones, and every hour that you leave it there, you risk something cracking. Something bursting."
"I don't know if I'm following," BJ confesses quietly.
"It's heat. It's goosebumps. It's getting sucked into a volcano because the only other way you can go is straight into space, where there's nothing and no one and you'll never be held or touched or kissed or fucked again. It's wondering if you're even worth the touching in the first place. And it's killing the wondering before it gets too loud, because what if it's infectious? And what if you start spreading it around to everybody else?"
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During a weekend of R&R in Seoul with BJ, Hawkeye is forced to reckon with a whole mountain of things he's been repressing. He just wasn't expecting to have hands-on help—not after the conversations he and BJ have shared.
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- Part 1 of Some Things Are Evergreen
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27 Jan 2026
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connecting the dots by defcontwo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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“Holy fucking shit, it all makes sense now. Lily is a dominatrix.”
Or: Hayden is connecting the dots. Maybe.
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14 Jan 2026
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It isn’t until that evening, when nurse Bigelow grabs his arm as he’s leaving post-op and asks if she can talk to him, that worry begins to creep in.
“Something’s wrong with Hawkeye,” is how she starts, and BJ can’t help the way his whole being goes on alert.Bookmarked by stridermagic
12 Jan 2026
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BJ Hunnicutt loves four things: making plans, dirty talk, his wife, and his boyfriend.
Just a quickie outside Rosie's, as you do in a warzone.
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11 Jan 2026
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What happens when you have time, energy, technology, and no small desire to take Hawkeye apart.
VERY anachronistic.Bookmarked by stridermagic
10 Jan 2026
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Charles sees something he didn't expect in the army, even though you couldn't quite call the MASH 4077 a typical army. He investigates.
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08 Jan 2026
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Notes on delicate treatment by MGCraig
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
06 Mar 2022
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The thing is, Jayce isn’t worried that he won’t enjoy choking Viktor out. He isn’t worried that it won’t be fun to pin him down and leave long-lasting bruises and ruin him for other men, or whatever power play it is he wants from Jayce.
Far from it, actually. Jayce is worried that he’ll like it too much.
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08 Jan 2026
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“Sure,” Hawkeye said. “I’d make a great housewife. Shining the telephone, arranging the fridge magnets, overcooking the laundry…”
“I mean it,” BJ said, tone perfectly controlled.
“Ha,” Hawkeye said, closing his eyes.
“Hawkeye,” BJ repeated. “I mean it.”///
Hawkeye can't seem to relax after a tough week at work. When he accidentally lets slip a secret fantasy, BJ decides it might be exactly what the doctor ordered to help the both of them wind down.
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05 Jan 2026
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BJ can't do anything about the boy in post op, can't make a miracle happen, but he can look after his Hawk.
Missing scene for Life Time. Beej takes care of a dispirited Hawkeye.
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- Part 6 of Swamp(y) Sex
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29 Dec 2025
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BJ draws lines up and down Radar's spine, making him warm enough that his skin could melt off his body. "Hawkeye and I didn't make any plans. We wanted to surprise you with the trip, so we've left it pretty open-ended. But the theory was that we're probably not leaving that hotel room unless absolutely necessary. Or the bed, for that matter."
"Wow," Radar whispers, then clears his throat and nods quickly, deepening his voice a little. "Well, I definitely wanna be there, if you're sure there's room, and we can..." Oh gosh, they can. There's so much that they can. Even right now, just leaning into BJ's chest, he's thinking about all the cans they can do. Call it tunnel vision, maybe. It's not his fault that BJ's this handsome, that's it's amplified when he's so close.
"Hey." When BJ cups his cheek, he bumps their noses together. "Just so we're clear, we don't have to do anything."
"I wanna do everything."
Hawkeye suddenly bursts out cackling and leans into BJ, burying his face in his neck. "And you were worried!"
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As far as Radar is concerned, if his time with Hawkeye and BJ has an expiration date, then he's not letting a second go to waste.
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- Part 2 of Head First and No Regrets
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28 Dec 2025
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"It's a good thing I'm here now, huh?" BJ drops his voice to that melodic tone with sharper edges. As he puts one knee between Charles's thighs, it lets him be far, far above him, casting a shadow from the nearest light. "Clever of you, really. You got all the way to the other side of the ocean where your parents don't have a clue what you're getting up to. Who you're getting up to it with. No one's watching, not tonight. There's just Hawkeye somewhere out there, keeping people entertained, making sure they won't come anywhere near the Swamp."
Charles clears his throat. "I suppose that is rather fortuitous, isn't it?" he asks unsteadily, still not looking away from how BJ's teasing himself.
"It really is. That's the beauty of it, huh?" BJ asks. "You don't have to worry about if these work anymore." He palms Charles's balls, gently massaging them just to watch how he shudders and fights to hold back his sounds. "'Cuz you're not gonna be the one knocking somebody up. At the end of the day, you're still a Winchester. And that means you're fucking great breeding stock."
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- Part 16 of Smutty One-Shots
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23 Dec 2025
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Only when BJ turns his own shower on does he speak. "Soooo what're you looking at?"
Hawk stares a hole through the canvas wall, his mind taking a moment to catch up. "Oh, I was thinking we should consider wallpaper."
"Wallpaper?"
"Yeah. Something red. Maybe floral. Why not?" Oh, he dearly hopes the water turns cold soon. The fear's not doing enough.
"Well, isn't it a little gauche to paper a bathroom? Not to mention the humidity."
Hawkeye sets the soap aside and clears his throat. "All right, all right, if you'd rather do paint—"
"Hawk." BJ's tone is warm.
"Yeah, yeah?"
"You can just finish it off, you know."
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- Part 3 of Smutty One-Shots
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23 Dec 2025
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Meet Me In the Dark by RemyFire for serpercival, killerqueer, clown_town_mayor
Fandoms: MASH (TV)
31 Jul 2024
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"Something's gotta be eatin' at you if you're being like this." McIntyre's voice warms. "S'it hurtin' you, I mean?"
Oddly BJ's vision blurs for a second, but a few blinks clear it right up. "I'm afraid I don't know what you're talking about."
McIntyre heaves a sigh. "C'mere."
"Why?" BJ stiffens, frowns.
The cot squeaks violently. "Will you just c'mere?"
As far as he can tell, there's only one reason why McIntyre would tell him to come to his bed if Hawk turned him down, one that's never been relevant before this exact moment. Though BJ's cheeks begin to burn, he pulls a lever in his brain, alters the funhouse mirrors in there so he can't see what has him suddenly thirsty. "I don't need any pity."
"Listen," McIntyre grunts as he sits up, a slightly darker shape than the all-encompassing night. "I'm just sayin' if you're that hard up for a lay and you're too goddamn prissy to deal with your own hand, then get over here and take it out on me, all right?"
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21 Dec 2025
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When the door to the VIP tent opens, a handsome man walks in whistling while carrying a suitcase, then locks up behind him. He gets all the way to the desk on the far side and sets his luggage down before he turns and freezes.
"Ah, welcome to the 4077th, Doctor," Hawkeye says brightly from the cot.
The man—allegedly their borrowed surgeon—lets his mouth hang open for a few seconds of silence before he chuckles. "Well, thank you. This is, uh, quite a welcome."
The slight chill from the breeze he brought in with him tightens Hawk's nipples into sharp peaks, but it does nothing to cool his cock from its half-hard state. The adrenaline is still rushing through him. He couldn't go soft if he tried. He shifts a little and the handcuffs that have his wrists attached to the cot's bar above his head clatter, metal on metal. But it gives him a little more space to open his legs just an inch further, inviting a long look down his naked body.
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21 Dec 2025
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Hawkeye drags Trapper out to a bar in Tokyo to cruise for alphas again. At least they finally meet a good one.
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- Part 14 of Percy's Kinktober 2025
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14 Dec 2025
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“I really think it’ll help,” he says, placing a hand on the cot beside Hawkeye so that Hawkeye can pinpoint his location by its weight. “You need to recalibrate your system. You get worked up here, cool off for a bit, then you go back to Able and everything works again.”
Kinktober day 7: blindfolds
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- Part 7 of Kinktober 2025
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14 Dec 2025
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“Come on, Beej,” Hawkeye wheedles, already resetting the chessboard. “One more round. It’s no fair to win big and split.”
It’s late, and they’re both due in surgery in the morning. Earlier if Hawkeye’s bad luck holds out. Frank’s busy pretending to be a doctor in Post Op and most of the camp is asleep, which would be a fine idea if the thought of joining them didn’t turn Hawkeye’s palms into Niagara Falls.
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- Part 5 of The More the Merrier
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12 Dec 2025
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“You said you weren’t here to save your marriage, so what are you here for?” Hawkeye asks.
“Alright, Hawk, you got me. I’m here to seduce you,” BJ says, very earnestly. Hawkeye blinks at him. BJ blinks back.
“Well, BJ, I have to say, you’ve been doing admirably well,” Hawkeye says with as much aplomb as he can muster. “However, I also have to say that I think you’re having a nervous breakdown, and that’s kind of a turn-off for me.”
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In which BJ gets a divorce, and in an act of true and noble self-sacrifice, Hawkeye invites him to Maine to help save his dying marriage.
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15 Nov 2025
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Buck is exhausted right down to the core of him, body aching from the last 48 hours of his shifts—his throat is bruised and sore, reducing his voice down to a hoarse whisper, and his ribs hurt from where he’d gotten knocked into a concrete barrier during a rescue, and his bad leg is throbbing so badly from the barometric pressure change that comes with the Santa Ana winds that he’s limping around his apartment. He wants to cry a little he’s so tired, and then there's a knock at his door and it's the last person he was expecting, and if he's honest with himself, the exact person he was yearning to see.
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13 Nov 2025
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These Fragile Things by Wolveria
Fandoms: Frankenstein (2025), Frankenstein - Mary Shelley
09 Nov 2025
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Caught in the worst ice storm in decades, you decide to ride it out as best you can. But when you see a distant glow coming from your barn, you decide to investigate.
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12 Nov 2025